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Since we met in these pages last month, LSU has made it to the Bowl Championship Series in New
Orleans on January 7, 2008. LSU can win the National Championship by beating Ohio State
University. Should be a great game. I like LSU being the underdog — it's like having people taunting a
Tiger at the zoo. Never know how high that Tiger can jump till some Midwesterners come to town in a
taunting mood.
How the Tigers got to the BCS was no easy feat. Unranked Pitt had to beat mighty No. 2 West
Virginia, Oklahoma had to beat No. 1 Missouri, and LSU had to beat Tennessee and win the SEC
Championship.
Our other football team, the New Orleans Saints, has completed its home field play for the year. Its
scant hope for a playoff berth rest on its winning its last game against Chicago and two other teams
losing. If the three Sunday games come out as well as they did for LSU, the Saints will be playing
Seattle in the Wild Card game and be back in the Super Bowl hunt. Our quarterback, Drew Brees, is
hitting his stride and if our running backs can stay healthy, any scenario is possible, even playing in the
Super Bowl. But first the Saints needs to whip Chicago and get payback for its ignominious loss last
year at Soldier's Field.
On the first day of December Del and I attended the CODOFIL Christmas Lunch. The invocation was
given by Fr. Peter Rogers, SJ, a Loyola professor of French, and the speaker was Ina Fandrich who
gave us a comprehensive explanation of Voodoo and history of the famous New Orleans healer Marie
Laveau, known as the Voodoo Queen of the city. Marie married a man named Glapion and had two
daughters by him, one son who died at age seven. Marie kept a rosary with her at all times and said it
many times during the day. She was a Catholic first, apparently, and used the Voodoo as a way of
worshiping her God. Voodoo means Great Spirit basically and was an early African way of
understanding the spiritual world of God and angels which meshed very well with the Catholic religion
when it arrived. St. Anthony of Padua was the Voodoo saint and that explains why so many New
Orleans churches have a statue of him in their entrance. Ina said that she even saw St. Anthony in a
Black Protestant church, which makes no sense except for the Voodoo roots of its parishioners.
When I was introduced to Father Peter Rogers, he said, "Matherne? I have an aunt who married a
Matherne down the bayou." Sure, I thought, what's the chance of her being related to me, with all the
Mathernes down the bayou? "Her name was Belle Rogers." Well, what do you know? His aunt was
my Grandma Belle! After my grandmother died, Grandpa Clairville married Belle Rogers, and she was
our grandma for almost fifty years. That makes us first cousins, once-removed, by marriage.
After the luncheon was over I scurried home for 2:40 pm, just in time for the SEC Championship Game
of LSU and Tennessee. When I finally got up to go to bed after watching all the important games, it
was 12:30 am. After LSU decisively whipped Tenn 21-14, I watched USC win, West Virginia (#2)
lose, and Missouri (#1) lose in big games. And the N. O. Hornets beat Dallas Mavericks for the first
time in this millennium! Not since 1999 have they beaten their division rival. At one point the OU-Missouri game, the Pitt-UWV games were on side screens while the Hornets game was on, and all
three games were in critical win-lose situations. What a rush! Kept popping the sound back and forth
across the room. All three came out the way I hoped for. Then at night, 10:30, the Hawaii-Washington
game started in Hawaii and Wash got up 3 Tds on the unbeaten Warriors, but I couldn't stay to the
end. Hawaii won, stayed undefeated, and when the smoke and mirrors of the BCS voting had cleared,
LSU was ranked No. 2 and Ohio State No. 1 and they would play each other in New Orleans for the
Championship. What a great thrill to watch Les Miles smiling and jumping up and down like the rest of
the LSU Tigers as they watched the announcement on TV! What a great year! WOW!
Del had her investment club over for a lunch meeting and I made a large seafood gumbo for them
before I cleared out for a few hours. That night we had a holiday treat, a special Christmas edition of
"The Closer." Brenda, her parents, Fritz, Provenza, Flynn, and a fugitive, travel cross-country from
Atlanta to California in her parents fancy Motorhome. What a trip! Usually Brenda gets her man, but in
the end of this one, her man got his burgular-buddies and himself killed. She needed for him to think his
buddies had shot his kid brother before he would help locate them, but he decided to take their trial and
execution into his own hands. We seldom watch any first-run series on the networks, but Brenda Lee
Johnson is head and shoulder-pads about her competition and well worth the aggravation of all the
commercials to be skipped over.
Our preference is to catch great series in reruns when the ads are more predictable and less a hassle.
Plus we can follow the shows on a more frequent basis. This has worked well with Nash Bridges,
Voyager, and JAG. For Christmas Eve, we watched three TIVO'ed Christmas episodes of JAG and
basically said goodbye to the series. We have seen them all at least twice. Voyager we are still
occasionally finding an episode we hadn't seen. All the VCR's we made to watch later are sitting
untouched thanks to our DVR (TIVO) setup. We get some special treats such as a 1935 David
Copperfield movie with W. C. Fields as Micawber, which we DVR'ed and watched to completion.
Early Fields reminds me of Steve Martin a bit.
We decorated our Frazer Fir Christmas tree, adding the newly acquired bubble lights which I bought to
replace the old set whose last bulb burnt out last year. The new set looks perfect, but unfortunately the
bubbling effect is not self-starting. I finally discovered that removing a bulb, turning it upside down, and
shaking it would get the bubbling started again. Luckily I had decided to put the bubble lights into some
1950-vintage strings which still had full copper screw-in sockets. These are easy to screw in and
remove bulbs from with just one hand, which is important if the bulb is high or hard to reach.
On December 8 four of our kids came to Timberlane for our family Christmas, Kim, Jim, John, and
Stoney with all of their offspring. We opened our presents to each other and enjoyed some smoked
turkey with my oyster dressing, shrimp potato salad, Del's green bean casserole, my eggnog, fresh-baked bread, and lots of desserts.
After the kids left to visit the O.P.'s (Other Parents) Del and I had a bit of a laugh. After filling up the
13.5 gallon kitchen garbage bag by topping it off with the turkey carcass, I lifted it out its can and
noticed a red blinking light shining through the bag, near the bottom. Must be something valuable that
has been accidentally discarded. As the Granpa in charge, I reached gingerly past the turkey carcass,
down through the garbage, avoiding the gunky stuff, and as my arm went down the red light slipped
further down, eventually all the way to the bottom! Reaching down to the full extent of my arm, I finally
came up with what looked like a binky or a pacifier. But it turned out to be a part of a candy-sucker
which had been eaten away by our grandson Thomas. He discarded the handle, but its red light
remained blinking. That was a first for me! A throw-away blinking red light!
The Gralapp family spent the night, and as Wes and his two sons were loading up the car, he called me
urgently to come with my camera. There, at the base of our magnolia tree was a large Great Egret
standing. Wes said he thought at first it was a statue of a bird in our yard, until it began to walk. I took
photos of it as it stood, then walked, gravitatishly and majestically, across the middle of our west portico lawn as we
watched breathlessly, only 15 feet away from the bird, which was almost as tall as our sixth-grader, Thomas.
During our present opening, one gift from the Gralapps was a box with a card in it promising delivery of
"The Perfect Season." It came a few days later and I immediately set to enjoying myself reading about
those halcyon days of my freshman year at LSU in 1958 when we won the first-ever National
Championship. It was called a "Mythical" championship, because there was no official BCS
organization which settled the score at the end of the college football season year. Whoever finished top
in the polls was declared champion. There was no dispute. Now that there is an official way of deciding
the National Championship, the word Mythical must be reserved for the way USC claimed to win it in
2003 when one poll placed them at top and they grasped at the Mythical Championship straw. LSU in
that same year won the National Championship OFFICIALLY. Anyway, you can read about the fun I
had at LSU during those exciting years in my review linked from this Digest. For almost two years, I
was thinking we might not lose a single game during my four years there. We almost didn't, but 1958
was The Perfect Season.
We went to three more parties before Christmas Day, my club's party, Waterford-3 party, and
Edward Jones party. We have one more big party, the Caesar Ball, on Dec. 29, which I hope to have
some photos to share with you in the Digest.
This month, a heavy wind came right after the needles on the Louisiana Cypress trees around
Timberlane had died. They all fell and covered the East Portico lawn with two inches of "golden brown
snow". I took my annual trek across the edges of the roof with a push broom and pushed the several
domes of leaves that had been neatly shaped by the stiff winds. Made it a quick and easy job to clean
off the leaves from the roof. Maybe will need one more short trip to catch any remaining leaves before
the cypress-shedding season is over.
My Christmas Odyssey this year was a solo jaunt to the western suburbs of Louisiana, namely
Beaumont and Bellaire to go Christmas shopping with my two daughters. I got delayed by one-lane
restriction from Orange to Beaumont and used up the 20-minute lead time that I had planned to use for
a nap. Arrived there only five mins before Carla and we had to leave right away. Carla drove me and
her to Poblano's for lunch. The Mexican Restaurant sure looked and felt different from the Friday night
we came there a year ago. At night it is vibrating and bustling, and at lunch, it is quiet and almost empty.
I had a soft taco with shrimp in it and Carla a ribeye wrap.
I mentioned to Carla that I had brought along a 1 Gb memory stick full of photos of the Matherne kids
and their families, but she said that she had no space on her 32 Gb hard drive to load it. That settled it, I
knew what I would get her for Christmas (in addition to other already wrapped presents in my trunk). I
said, "Take us to the nearest Best Buy" and explained to her about the Backup, Backup, Backup
strategy — the three most important things you need to know about computers. Bought her a 320 Gb
USB drive to add to her computer, a Seagate model for $77. Next to it was an identical model with
250 Gb but cost $95. Go figure! Probably an older model they hadn't changed the price on yet. Who
would buy it now? Note: at the Best Buy near Timberlane, the 320 Gb was $129. Hard to figure that
one out.
Went back to Carla's home and plugged the new USB drive in, and it didn't work. Power indication
seemed to be on, but no response from the computer. Checked and double-checked the USB
connections into the PC. Turns out it was the USB plug into the new disk which was causing a non-connection because I had not plugged it all the way in . It worked perfectly and we quickly loaded my
photos onto her newly expanded computer hard drives. She still has no backup, so we talked about
how she might handle that. Everyone needs a way to back up their computer before walking away from
it after making a change on the hard drive. The USB drive can do that. Then you need an off-site back-up drive in case a fire were to burn up both drives attached to your computer. Since a double-event
like that is less likely than a single-drive failure, the off-site backup can be updated infrequently. It can
be kept at a friend's house or in a drawer at work, etc. Then you have managed the backup of your
data.
I offered to take Carla and her two kids to a Christmas movie and they accepted. They chose the
"Alvin and the Chipmunks" movie. Not my first choice, but we went to watch this movie. Big tub of
popcorn which looked like it could feedback a kindergarten class, but halfway through the movie, Carla
went out for another tub. When we walked out of the theater, I overhead Garret, the 8-year-old movie
critic say to his mom as he grabbed her arm to get her attention, "This was the BEST movie I ever saw!
! !" Made the whole trip worthwhile.
That night I stayed at Carla's, taking the second twin bed in Garret's room. I awoke dreaming of IHOP
Pancakes and PJ's coffee, and when I walked into Carla's kitchen she was cooking blueberry
pancakes and there was a Starbucks latte on the counter, re-labeled as PJ Special for Bobby.
Compliments of Carla's boy friend Patrick. Thanks, Pat!
I left about 8:30 am to head for Bellaire (a small city inside Houston) and arrived there about 11 am.
Yvette and I went to a Starbucks in the Village Shopping Center. Worked on the New York Times
Crossword from one of the papers there. Will Shortz (star of "Wordplay" movie, see below) was the
editor — I now knew him from watching the movie. I worked on it and finished it. The Wednesday
puzzle. First Times crossword I ever completed. Then Yvette and I had lunch.
I bought Del a fancy silk robe from Chico's Soma and a fuzzy wrap-around sweater for Yvette. Then
we drove to a shop owned by Yvette's friend. As she aimed her car into a small strip shopping center,
I said, "I hope we're not heading into the Hip-Hop Lollipop Shop over there." We were and did. I
bought an angel t-shirt for Del and a pair of pants with pleats and a foldover top which fit Del perfectly
when she tried them the next day when I got home. That was her only open before Christmas present
because I knew she would love it.
Yvette and I took Greg out to dinner on his fiftieth birthday to a fancy Italian restaurant. I got the
salmon with lobster cakes and jumbo shrimp on top. We took photos after dinner. I called Del and she
told Evelyn that one of her presents contained a digital camera, and 10-yr-old Evelyn was all excited.
As excited before opening it as Garret had been coming out of the Chipmunks movie. On the way back
from dinner, Evelyn wanted to go straight home and bypass the Christmas lights. She got outvoted and
we drove past large estate homes with huge oaks with hundreds on single strand lights hanging straight
down, like icicles hanging to the ground, or a Christmas Banyan tree.
When Evelyn opened her present, her eyes lit up in sheer joy! Brighter and happier than I had ever seen
her before. It was THE present she wanted for Christmas and Gramma Del had hit the jackpot!
Our 7-yr-old grandson Aidan opened his remote-controlled tarantula and navigating it around the floor,
as his mom, Yvette was helping get his sister Evelyn's camera charged up on her PC. Suddenly Aidan
put the moving spider on top of his mom's head and the rolling wheels grabbed onto Yvette's hair and
would not let go. She couldn't remove the tarantula. I looked at it and decided that I needed a flashlight
and a tweezers. Evelyn found the light and Greg the tweezers. I pulled the hair back through the rollers
one hair at a time until I could finally get my fingers between the hair and the rollers and remove the rest
of the hairs. No hair pulled out of Yvette's head except for a few strands which I later removed from
the rollers under the tarantula. I can imagine the warning sticker next year on this toy: DO NOT
PLACE ON TOP OF YOUR MOTHER'S HEAD.
Unfortunately the tarantula still worked after all the rigmarole!
The next morning I left about 8:30 or so. It was rainy part of the day, but the roads were mostly wet
and kept spraying my car almost all the way home. I decided to go the southern route when I noticed
the black clouds over I-10 to Baton Rouge. I'd rather get caught in heavy weather on the 90 or I-49
corridor than on I-10 with the raised highway. I did drive through a heavy downpour around Patterson.
Didn't stop but kept my blinkers on and most of the vehicles behind me stayed there till it cleared up
ahead and I could resume speed.
I hit another spot of heavy weather as I neared Bubba II's Restaurant outside Des Allemands, and I
decided to get under the cover and pump some gas. Well, the cover was so small and the wind driving
towards the building was so strong I decided to park up against the building next to the covered
awning. But it required me to climb over to the passenger's side to exit the car. Well, my Maxima was
very upset about what I had done and began beeping like crazy. The alarm system thought I was a
burglar who had broken the passenger side window
and reached in to open the door. How could my
Maxima do that to me? Did she not recognize the loving owner who fed her the best nutrition available,
who lubricated her regularly, and took her to the car wash spa for a bath and full body rub?
I got back in the car from the passenger's side to keep from getting wet and began to drive away with
the alarm still going off. Before I could leave the parking lot, the alarm stopped, so I backed into the
same spot so that I could exit the driver's side and not trigger the alarm. Soon as I opened the driver's
side door, my dearest Maxima began loudly bleating again, alarm on full-force, and I had run out of
patience. I walked into the store exasperated, and a guy said, "Put your key in the lock and the alarm
will stop." I walked back and did that and the standoff was over. My dear Maxima and I were friends
again. I went inside and thanked the guy and asked him, "How did you know to do that?" He said,
"Nine years as auto mechanic. If you replace the battery, you have to do that also."
I wondered for several days how my Maxima knew that her driver's side was empty when I exited the
car. Later, I asked Chris, my grandson, and he said, "The Maxima has pressure sensors under each
seat so that the airbags won't deploy if no one is sitting in the seat." Pressure is set for 40 lbs. so that
the airbags won't deploy if a small kid is sitting in the seat. Good thing to know. I suppose the alarm
system is linked into those pressure sensors as well, and that's why the alarm kept going off when I
exited. Makes me wish for the cars of the Fifties
when you could roll the car without an ignition key,
you could start the car by pushing it, and there were no fershslugginer alarm systems to drive you batty.
Now I will have much more sympathy for folks whose car keeps on beeping and they don't know how
to turn the thing off. Been there, done that.
On the penultimate Sunday of December disaster struck! My computer would not reboot. Some
hardware failure. Either a motherboard or hard drive. The red light for the hard drive stayed on for a
minute or so and the beginning screen simply froze. I powered it up and down numerous times and the
same thing happened. My end of the month rush is coming and my computer guy can't work on it until
Wednesday the 26th and if it takes several days to repair, my deadline will be shot. I looked at Laptops
at Best Buy and found a HP LT that seemed suitable. Del said, "Go get it, it'll be your Christmas
present." The next morning, I came home with the new Laptop and began moving the software over
from my Backup USB disk. Remember the "Backup, Backup, Backup"? That's what it's for.
On Christmas Eve, I started up the HP LT at home, getting its Norton Internet protection software
validated, and testing out the new Vista system. On Christmas afternoon, after Del and I had exchanged
our gifts, I went to work installing the applications from my XP system into Vista to find out if there
would work. My photo software was okay, my word processor had a minor problem, and my .html
editor, I needed to get the download file from my Backup USB disk, but unfortunately, three folders on
the disk were missing including the one I needed! I took the USB disk and put it on my older LT and
there were the three folders! What is going on?
Then I went to open a word processing file and noticed
that those three folders weren't visible either. So I switched to MS WORD and it showed the folders,
but they were lightly shaded. The folders were classified as Hidden in their attributes! Whenever I get a
new operating system, the first thing I do is make all Hidden files and folders visible, but it's been six or
so years since the last time I loaded a new operating system and I forgot about the Hidden files trap.
Sent off an email to Yvette's friend Kent in Bellaire and he sent me instructions for making Hidden files
visible. Those instructions are at the bottom of the Digest if you're interested.
But another amazing thing happened on Wednesday. I tore apart my desktop PC, set the main frame in the back seat of my Maxima and drove about 12 miles to Metairie and the Computers-R-Us shop. Carlton, who had
worked on my PC previously, listened to my tale of woe and plugged it in. The PC came up right
away! Nothing to fix! No backups needed! Nothing to do but just go home, plug it back in and get to
cracking. I told Carlton, "It must be your magic hands." He smiled and mumbled something about the
trip over reseating something that had come loose. Only problem with that explanation is a bumpy trip is
more likely to un-seat a board or component than re-seat one. Plus, the computer was just sitting there
on a stationary desk when the problem occurred.
I called Del as I drove homeward in an exuberant mood, "You know what you do with an overdue
pregnant woman?" "What?" "Take her for a drive on a bumpy road and the baby will come right out."
At least that's the old saying I heard many times during my own fatherhood adventures. Whatever it
was, I was delighted. An hour later, my PC was back up and running, and my Vista LT will have to
wait a while till it gets some more attention. When I'm finished with the LT, it will be able to replace my
PC desktop on a moment's notice, and I will be in a position to upgrade my desktop to Vista at a later
date.
BREAKING NEWS: My PC BROKE AGAIN! This time on New Year's Eve. Everything was going swimmingly on a bright and clear afternoon. I was working diligently on my year's end tasks when suddenly the power went out in the house. I closed my work and let the APC UPS take care of shutting down my PC, which it did 15 minutes later. I called 1-800-9OUTAGE to report the outage of power to ENTERGY, who had me check my breaker (OK), and while I was outside I checked with the neighbor on that side of Timberlane and her doorbell rang (power on sign) and she said it was okay. Timberlane had its own underground transformer which broke about ten years ago and I did not know that we were the sole resident on it. So I didn't report it, until it stayed out for about 3 hours. It took another 3 hours to locate a new transformer and replace the broken one, so now I report power outages immediately. Neighbor on the other side is now on the same transformer and her power was out also. A breaker had to be reset at the end of the road and the power came on after a one hour outage.

With the power restored, I went and turned on my PC, and it halted at the same place it had halted about seven days earlier! Would not reboot. I tried thumping the case to simulate the ride to Metairie of last week which seemed to revive it., Even though I reasoned that was not what had done it, I didn't know what else to do. As I sat at the counter drinking my afternoon cup of coffee, a thought occurred to me to try HOLDING the DEL down while hitting the RESET button. The reset button is a HARD BOOT — it shorts all the logic signals to ground and triggers a complete reboot. It's better than a simply three finger salute (CTRL-ALT-DEL) reboot because any stuck devices due to a logic fault will be revived by a RESET. I held down the DEL button and pushed in the RESET button and Lo and Behold! I saw some autoexec.bat instructions being displayed one line at a time instead of the static screen formerly displayed. The red light stayed on as before, but now I could tell where in the bootup sequence it was stuck! The last instruction read: "Initializing USB Controllers". Great news! I had thought the red light indicated a stuck circuit in the system's hard disk controller, but it was the USB controller! I have no USB hard disks connected during bootup, so it couldn't be a hard disk, had to be a memory stick — that was my first guess anyway. I quickly removed two flash card (memory sticks) that were plugged into USB ports and RESET the PC again and it booted up normal! ! ! I had miraculously discovered a way around the problem. Don't know which of the two is bad, but I suspect it's the activa stick. Easy enough to check next time it boots up.
Here's my reconstruction of the events from the previous week. PC would not reboot. I took out all devices connected to the PC mainframe, including the two memory sticks in the USB. Drove it to the computer store and when he powered it up, because the offending stick was gone, it booted up just fine! One of the memory sticks has a faulty circuit which is not responding during the bootup sequence, so the PC simply hangs waiting and cannot proceed to boot up. Remove the stick and boot up and then put the stick back in and it's usable and causes no further problems. The amazing piece of data was to discover that holding down the DEL key during a RESET makes the startup sequence visible. This startup sequence was
ALWAYS visible during the early days of PCs and was very useful. As PCs got dependable and people had no idea how to interpret the sequence, it was made invisible, but designers left a back-door so technicians or savy users could watch the sequence to do exactly the kind of hardware debugging which saved me a couple of days of trips to the computer store to find out that the PC had nothing wrong with it. The offending part had been left back on my empty desktop: a $20 memory stick! I hope this helps you good Readers and saves you unnecessary trips to the repair store.
That brings me up-to-date. It's been a full and exciting Christmas. All the exciting parts were not fun,
but I learned how to stop a car alarm which won't stop by pushing the clicker, and I got an hard
reminder of the dumbing down of operating systems which leads to files being invisible. Turns out that
the three folders I needed the most from my Backup USB disk contained systems files and that causes
a Hidden attribute for the folder which can NOT be reset. You must make hidden files visible if you
wish to copy those files. The new HP LT is a treat and will open up new vistas of opportunity for
media. It could handle the CD Yvette gave me from Greg's Birthday Party with MP3 songs from the
1970s (whereas Yvette's own PC could not). We will be able to watch INSTANT MOVIES from
NetFlix in the screening room through the wireless internet ability of the LP and the S-Video output
connection.
On December 29th we joined Jim and Gail Webb, Greg and Cheri Deis, Mike and Wendy Jamison, and others at the Caesar's Ball. The Ballroom on the Riverfront Hilton was jammed packed with revelers of all ages. Music, dancing, food, and beautiful costumes filled the night as a parade of Caesar's Dream Destinations walked, danced, boogied, and exploded before our eyes and ears.
On the penultimate day of the year, we went to church in the morning and then I watched the Saints play another credible game in Chicago and lose while remaining within striking distance at the end, 33-25. A losing season 7-9 for our sophomore coach, Sean Payton, who made sophomore mistakes. Pierre Thomas, our remaining healthy halfback, who grew up a Bears fans outside of Chicago,
played the game of his career, gaining over 100 yards rushing and passing, the first Saints to ever have such a double-duty day. He was the also-ran on the squad that the fans loved during pre-season and cheered for him to be kept on the squad. He showed his true colors on this day, scoring a TD both by running and passing. Next year we need a new special teams coach, and much better draft picks than we had this year. Bless you, Boys!
In the evening Del’s mother Doris and brother Dan and his wife Karen joined us for dinner at Gulf Stream Restaurant on St. Charles Avenue, and then at Timberlane for dessert and coffee and to exchange Christmas presents. We are delighted to hear that Dan and Karen are progressing towards moving back to the New Orleans area as they enter this retirement phase of their life. Karen’s jobs as a shipping executive kept her and Dan moving from Florida to Chicago to Puerto Rico to South Carolina every couple of years and they are looking forward to settling down closer to home.
The year 2007 has been a Wild Ride at times, but mostly a time of studying and growing for me. I took
about six different Teaching Co. courses which I listened to during my daily drives to PJ's Coffeeshop.
I read and wrote detailed reviews about three dozen books. My average monthly output of writing for
reviews was about 50 pages. The other major writing task was the monthly Digests. Hard to get an
estimate of the writing volume, but each Digest recently has contained about 60 to 70 photos, each of
which must be photographed, enhanced, sized, identified, selected, and cropped before finding a place
to set it into the Digest. How many people read my Digests each month? My statistics for 2007 show
about 30,000 Good Mountain Press Digests are read each month. Just got a new subscriber to the
Digest from a Good Reader in Denmark.
And for my Good Readers, here’s the new reviews and articles for this month. The ARJ2 ones are new additions to the top of A Reader’s Journal, Volume 2, Chronological List, and the ART ones to A Reader’s Treasury.
1.) ARJ2:
What Is Anthroposophy? 3 Lectures, July 20-22, Dornach, GA#225 by Rudolf Steiner
The 32-page Introduction by Christopher Bamford gives the best overview of Rudolf Steiner and his
works that I have found anywhere. How could this polymath genius of philosophy, drama, education, architecture,
sculpture, and occult matters remain hidden from the world at large for over a century? It is ironic that Steiner
endeavored to make public and open those occult matters that had been hidden under lock and key of the mystery
schools, only to have his work remain hidden itself for so long. One answer is that there exists a cultural inertia
which any new revelation must overcome, and it can only do so with the passage of time. Bamford offers us two
additional reasons:
[page 1] First, Steiner accomplished so much and in so many different fields that it is
difficult to categorize him in any conventional manner. Second, he swam unapologetically
against the stream, affirming the primacy of the spirit against the ruling dogma of
materialism.
In addition, Steiner, born a Catholic, remained a Christian all his life, but a dramatic event happened in his
life when around the turn of the twentieth century, he began to ponder "the evolution of Christianity with spiritual
perception." You see, Steiner was a mystic, with native clairvoyant abilities from early childhood, so far as we
know. Then one day the light dawned on him:
[page 5] "A conscious knowledge of true Christianity began to develop within me. Around
the turn of the century, this knowledge grew deeper. The inner test occurred shortly
before the turn of the century. This experience culminated in my standing in the spiritual
presence of the Mystery of Golgotha in a most profound and solemn festival of
knowledge."
Steiner was a most extraordinary Christian, one who took nothing on the word or reports of others, but
relied upon his own personal experience. Others may write that he was a Theosophist or a Gnostic, claims one
can lay to an inadequate study of his life and works, but Bamford, who has studied these in detail, lays it out
directly and emphatically thus:
[page 5, 6] In other words, as he described himself, Rudolf Steiner was an
Anthroposophist and taught Anthroposophy from the start and never deviated from it.
What Steiner did and taught is, from this point of view, Anthroposophy. From this point
of view the two — Rudolf Steiner and Anthroposophy — are interchangeable.
In brief, anthroposophy refers to the wisdom (sophia) of the full human being (anthropos). It is a way of
knowledge which "leads the spiritual in us to the spiritual of the universe." (Page 6) The phrase "spiritual science"
is a synonym for anthroposophy coined by Steiner. The term anthroposophy itself was first coined by the Welsh
alchemist and mystic Thomas Vaughan in the seventeenth century. (Page 10) Steiner saw it as a middle path
between anthropology and theosophy and described it this way:
[page 13, 14] If anthropology can be likened to a traveler in the lowlands who gets an
idea of the area by going from place to place and house to house, and if theosophy can
be likened to the view we can get of the same area from the top of a hill, then
anthroposophy can be likened to our view from the slope of a hill, where we can still see
the various details, but they come together to form a whole.
Steiner was in a unique position to view the spiritual up the hill and the material down the hill and to
bequeath us, via his spiritual science, the linchpin that connects the spiritual and material into one unified, functional
whole. Bamford explains that during the time period 1914-1918 Steiner was busy “Recognizing and Overcoming Evil”. (Page 21, 22) He was also building the first Goetheanum in Dornach, Switzerland during the period of the Great War (WWI). During the laying of the foundation stone for the building on a drizzly, thundering night, Steiner read the macrocosmic Lord’s Prayer. I first encountered that prayer when I read Steiner’s The Fifth Gospel and used it later when I studied Adam Bittleston’s book, The Lord’s Prayer. In the full review from which this blurb is excerpted, you can read my synthesis of how to understand the Lord’s Prayer based on the ideas I have pondered many times since studying those books.

[Excerpted from my review of The Fifth Gospel]
In his twenty-fourth year, Steiner reports that Jesus visited a pagan worship site where the people
hailed him as a priest come to revive their ancient place of worship. As Jesus neared the altar the
people pushed him onto it and demanded he perform an offering service for them. Jesus fell face
down on the altar as if in death, and the people scattered in fear. Jesus heard the ancient voice of
the Bath Kol saying to him these enigmatic and powerful words: [Note how the macrocosmic Lord's Prayer contains the Lord's Prayer, but it is backwards.]
[page 51 of The Fifth Gospel]
Amen.
The evil holds sway.
Witness of egoity freeing itself.
Selfhood guilt through other incurred.
Experienced in the daily bread.
Wherein the will of the heavens does not rule.
Because man separated himself from your realm.
And forgot your names.
You Fathers in the heavens.
Without Rudolf Steiner, we would not have come to understand the spiritual depths in the one prayer which
Christ Jesus specifically directed each human being to say. With Steiner's help, we can see clearly the path we
each must take from the material world to the spiritual world. Bamford explains:
[page 25] Steiner's description of Jesus' experience of the "macrocosmic Our Father"
provides a clue to its inner meaning . . .
Echoing the definition of anthroposophy as the path of knowledge that connects
the spiritual in the human being with the spiritual in the universe, Steiner says: "The
realization dawned in Jesus . . . 'What I have to tell human beings is not how the gods
prepared the path from the spirit to the Earth, but how humanity can now find the path
that leads from the Earth to the spirit.' "
The three lectures of this book deal with 1) The Physical Perspective, 2) The Psychological Perspective, and 3) The Spiritual Perspective.
In the Physical Perspective lecture Steiner says, “I will limit myself to the very first phase of life after passing through the gate of death.” The four bodies of Man are the physical, etheric, astral, and I. During sleep periods, the four bodies separate into two bundles: the physical and etheric bodies remain attached while the astral and I separate. These two bundles come together during day-time consciousness and separate in twain at night when we are unconscious. This is repeated daily until we die, and then a different process occurs. The physical body is left behind and the remaining three bodies remain united while the etheric body undergoes a dramatic conversion.
[page 36, 37] This happens as follows. Imagine that, after death, the whole etheric body is turned inside out like a glove — so that the inside, the part that touches the skin, is now on the outside. . . . The whole etheric body gets turned inside out. As the transformation occurs, the etheric body expands astonishingly fast. It becomes immense and spreads out immeasurably into the universe.
Our experience fills, not with sense impressions (like the red color of a rose), but instead with how “the redness of the rose formed within us as a concept.”
[page 38] On Earth, in earthly life, we used to allow our gaze to glide from rose to rose. As we moved from rose to rose we formed representations of them within our soul: first one rose, then another, and yet another. Now they succeed each other, weaving in lightning waves, as if in the living process of becoming, not as roses, but as ideas, inner realities. These enter our inner life as if we were in a sea of events.
We begin to see and to understand how our soul life develops upon Earth and how our earthly life develops out of the cosmos. We see that we are in fact “children of the universe.”
[page 38] Indeed, as everything we that we experience on Earth grows into the immeasurable, the cosmos, and as we ourselves grow outward with it, we realize that what was formed within us in our life on Earth was likewise formed — built — out of the universe.
Our bodies, mine sitting here and yours sitting there reading this, have all their cells changed in the course of seven or so years, that much is known by materialistic science. What Steiner adds is that the heart and other organs are “renewed out of the ether” of the cosmos over an equivalent period of time. The substances we eat create the etheric forces which renew our body’s organs.
[page 41, 42] Therefore, nine or ten years ago, everything sitting here was still in the heavens. It was in the heavens, in the stars. In fact, whatever matter remains behind and pervades where etheric forces should by rights have been working, we find a predisposition toward illness. Illness is caused by the presence within us of physical matter that remained . . . Deep insights into the nature of illness are gained when we understand how matter can remain stuck, instead of being expelled, as it should have been. Any substance we absorb as physical matter is meant to be eliminated again. If it remains in the organism, it becomes a cause of illness.
In the Psychological Perspective lecture Steiner asks us to ponder a question he had asked himself some forty years earlier, “Who is the most intelligent person today?” The answer may surprise you: it was Eduard von Hartmann, who wrote “The Philosophy of the Unconscious” in 1869. The proof that Steiner felt that way toward Hartmann can be found in Steiner’s first book, “Truth and Knowledge,” which was dedicated to Hartmann “with the warm regard of the author.” What was it about Hartmann that Steiner admired so much? Here was a man of the highest intellect who was able to conceive of the spiritual world’s existence!
[page 52] He penetrated human consciousness as it is attached to the earth. But he saw this attachment as the attachment to a human physical body. Because he was clever, he did not deny the spirit. As I said, he was very intelligent. However, he placed the spirit in the sphere of the unconscious, in what can never support a body or enter into intimate union with the physical world, and which therefore, because it is always extraphysical — that is, purely spiritual — can only be unconscious. . . . [His] philosophy is a philosophy of the spirit, but a philosophy of the unconscious spirit.
It occurred to Steiner that an “unconscious spirit can never penetrate any reality outside itself except through a physical human body” and this implies “that the intellect that rises to establish the unconscious lacks love.” (Page 52) Lacking love leads to lacking soul.
[page 53] Wherever there is no place for love, anything of a soul nature gradually disappears. Hence we can sense of an atmosphere of lovelessness in the best productions of the later nineteenth century on whose shoulders our own civilization now stands.
Apparently our current civilization in the nascent twenty-first century is still standing on those broad shoulders because one can find evidence of soullessness in every daily newspaper, often on a national scale where a gunman goes on a rampage killing people in shopping malls, churches, schools, and office buildings. Von Hartmann’s philosophy led him to imagine that our soul-spirit did not merge with our physical body. From other writings of Steiner we know that one can see with clairvoyant vision when a portion of one’s etheric body is detached or otherwise not fully immersed in the physical body. During waking consciousness this occurs when there has been some physical injury and there will always be pain at the location where the etheric body is missing. The phenomenon of one’s arm or leg “being asleep” is an example of a time when the etheric body can be spied as poking out from the dormant limb. Then when the limb begins to awaken, who has not felt the sharp “pins and needles” experience as the etheric body re-enters the limb and brings it to life and normal sensation again.
[page 54] If our spirit-soul were not merged with our physical body, but instead lived cut off from it, our soul would experience unfathomable, intolerable pain. Pain arises when an organ does not function correctly and the organ becomes sick and we are excluded from a part of our physical body If we were kept out altogether, we would, if I may put it this way, literally be “extraphysical,” out of the body, and we would suffer unspeakable pain. Each morning when we wake up, the threat of this suffering is to some extent present. We overcome it by submerging into our physical and etheric bodies and uniting ourselves with them.
Steiner reveals to us the three soul-forces: our etheric body’s thinking-force as the font of freedom, our astral body’s dreaming-force as the font of memory, and lastly we come to our I or Ego body’s love-force as the font of morality. Our soul can thus be said to contain 1) freedom, 2) a life of memory, and 3) a force of love. (Pages 74, 75)
Everyone has lost some loved one at some point in one’s life, and we all deal with such loss in unique ways. Some of us have good memories of the loved one which makes them feel bad when they recollect them, because the person is not here. Others with the same good memories, recollect themselves being in the physical presence of the loved one and feel good. But we all preserve those good and bad memories after a loved one has gone from the physical world.
Those of us that are blessed with the ability that Steiner describes above may be given a rough time by those who can only sob and grieve and pine away for a loved one. They get upset because they perceive us as being un-caring whereas the exact opposite is the truth. Our loved one, yes, has died to the physical world, but that loved one can remain, with a little practice, a living presence of lovingness and good feeling, by following the process that Steiner outlined above. Theveneration of saints by the Catholic Church provides an opportunity for us to liberate our astral body and our “I” if we will learn to contemplate the saint’s image in the same way we contemplate a living person.
If we could learn to do this fully, we could be shocked to find ourselves having stepped momentarily over the threshold into the spiritual world and perceive the dead person as present in full reality. (Page 76, 77) Some people will not experience the appearance of a dead loved one who is present in full reality as a shock at all — they will be unconscious that the person had actually died. This may be due to senility, dementia, or various age-related diseases which cause loss of memory. Their so-called disease can be seen from the other side as a calculated albeit unconscious way of protecting themselves from the shock they would otherwise experience. This way of interpreting these experiences that many aged people have with their deceased loved ones is deprecated by establishment science, and its cohorts in the medical community prescribe drugs to prevent their “sick patients” from having what they label as “hallucinations” or “wild imaginings”.
Note how contemporary science ignores the reality of people who step into the spiritual world consciously (like Steiner) or unconsciously (like those with Alzheimer’s), preferring to substitute its own illusion (“hallucination”) in the place of reality. Such science tries to bury reality in order to protect its own dogma. A dog buries its bone in the darkness to safeguard its livelihood. Rightly understood, reality is a bone buried by dogma to safeguard its livelihood. We have freedom, but to the extent the dogma of science has buried reality to protect itself, if we are unaware of this deception, we are forced to deny our freedom as full human beings, our freedom as a human being.
[page 77] But we deny our freedom. We deny it under the authority of contemporary science. Why? Because contemporary science sees only the mechanical, where what comes earlier is always the cause of what comes later. Therefore this science states dogmatically that everything must have a cause. It dogmatically affirms causality. Because causality must be correct, because we swear by causality as a dogma, we deafen ourselves to the feeling of freedom. reality is buried in darkness to protect dogma — in this case the dogma of a powerful science exercising its authority.
The great delusion of our time, what Owen Barfield called the Great Tabu, is that the spirit comes first and activates the physical, but no reputable physical scientist can keep a job who acknowledges that openly and publically. Even Carl Gustav Jung came to understand that his “Archetypes” were in fact spiritual beings, and yet he never wrote of his understanding for fear of retribution from his colleagues. It was only on his deathbed that he revealed this fact to a close friend. Steiner reveals the presence of the delusion, and the scientific establishment, by ignoring Steiner and calling him names like “gnostic mystic”, keeps Steiner’s revealed reality hidden in a dark place where few will dare to enter given the warning signs posted by King Science: “ABANDON HOPE ALL YE WHO DARE ENTER HERE!” Let that sign remind you of why you may have never heard of what Steiner reveals in this book and in particular in the page 79 passage below.
[page 79] The spirit incarnates in the physical. If the spirit forgets itself, if the spirit is only conscious of the physical, it will seem as if the physical activates what is actually activated by the spirit. This is the great delusion of our time.
In other words, the ghost enters the machine, the machine springs to life, and science says, “See! The machine has created life!” Today thousands of scientists in various fields of biology, artificial intelligence, etc, are trying to create life, and their products so far have gone and will continue to go inevitably the way of Frankenstein’s monster. The one thing a machine cannot do, no matter how sophisticated its artificial intelligence, is to love. Science and love, like vinegar and oil, simply do not mix. You can shake and stir them together and they seem to mix, but soon it becomes obvious that only superficial, temporary mixing ever occurred. When materialistic science talks of love, it is talking about sexual attraction, not love. Through science, by denying the Genius of Love, we have replaced it by the Demon of Love. Steiner says it clearly, “The genius of an age always appears in the form of its demon, for the demon steps in wherever the genius is denied.” (Page 79) We have freedom and that includes the ability to deny our own being. We have science which fosters its own livelihood by encouraging us to deny our own being — its dogma buries selective portions of our reality in the dark, underground, and guards it with a warning sign that few dare to ignore.
[page 80] It is in the power of human beings to deny their own being. They deny it when they sink down from the genius of love to the demon of sexuality — by which I mean above all the way our present time feels these things, the way they are mostly present.
Rudolf Steiner is our guide who points out the warning signs and then leads us, if we freely decide to continue, to the graveyard where the bone of reality has been buried by the dogma of science and religion. We follow him there to exhume the living reality which has been buried alive for millennia and bring it out into the light of day where we may bask in its warmth-filled Light.
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2.) ARJ2:
The Perfect Season — LSU’s Magic Year — 1958 by Bud Johnson
This was the perfect Christmas present for me this year as my alma mater will attempt to achieve its third National Championship in January in the BCS Bowl in New Orleans. While waiting for that game to begin is a great time for me to reminisce about my freshman year in 1958 at Louisiana State University. It was the year the LSU Tigers won their first National Championship at the end of the “perfect season” in which they went undefeated: 10 wins, no losses, no ties. It was a syzygy of elements: talent, platooning, and morale which led to this perfect season, and no one but Bud Johnson, the sports information director of LSU during that year, is better suited or more capable of compiling the statistics, personal comments, photos, and news reports to give us an inside look at the people and circumstances which brought LSU to the fore of college football in that magic year of 1958. It was impossible for me to ignore football because I lived in the cheapest dorms on campus, the North Stadium dormitory, Section H2, right over the athletic offices, ticket windows, and lockers rooms of the football team. Plus, on football nights, the student section sat directly above my head. You either went to the game and or went home each Saturday, and it was cheaper for me to go to game on my student pass than to buy a ride home some 90 miles away down river.
How the stadium got built with student dorms under the seats is an object lesson in Louisiana politics. Governor Huey P. Long was the biggest LSU fan ever. He marched with the band before and during games and even wrote an LSU fight song. He wanted a huge stadium for his Tigers to play in and the legislature was balking at the price tag. He decided to submit a bill for the construction of dormitories and they passed that bill. Then he had the architects design the dormitory in the shape of a football stadium!
About the third or fourth game of the “Perfect Season”, Coach Dietzel dubbed the defensive platoon the “Chinese Bandits” after a character in the “Steve Canyon” comic strip who called Chinese bandits the most feared bandits in the world. Soon my fellow dorm residents and I were banging on garbage can lids and gathering a crowd as we donned Coolie hats and marched across campus to the girls’ dorms. These impromptu pep rallies happened sometimes several times a week, and my ears kept perked up as I studied in my room for the sound of one beginning, and would close my physics text and jump down the stairs to join the fun. The avenue for letting off the steam of freshman libido, which panty raids provided on other campuses of the time, came from these spontaneous pep rallies to support the football team in 1958. The girls would be there, leaning out their balconies as we arrived and would join us in the cheering. Then we would return to our rooms. As the season progressed, we began to end our pep rallies outside Broussard Hall, the football dormitory and on occasion, Coach Paul Dietzel would come outside to address us for a few minutes.
Then came the Ole Miss game at LSU Stadium, Nov. 1, 1958. Two undefeated teams were meeting each other, No. 1 LSU and No. 6 Ole Miss. The National Championship could be riding on this game. Our “impromptu pep rallies” became a regular event every night that week. In addition, someone planted an “eternal flame” atop one of the two mammary-like Indian Mounds in front of the Huey Long Field House.
Was it Dietzel? We never knew. It just showed up on Monday night, this pyramidal shape of aluminum with a propane flame burning at the top. Every night, LSU men from all classes gathered around the flame to protect it from the Ole Miss fans who threatened to put out the flame. It was all-night vigils, made more difficult because beer and alcohol was forbidden on campus back then. But we were drunk on our libido and our intoxication was higher than any Jack Daniels or Dixie beer could instill. Cars passed by at all hours of the night, and we were sure that one of those cars would contain some Ole Miss Rebel fans ready to snuff our flame. By the end of the week, we heard about a plane flying over the Ole Miss campus in Oxford, Mississippi dropping leaflets which echoed our nocturnal war chant, the one we yelled as we circled the flame atop the ancient Indian burial ground: “GO TO HELL, OLE MISS, GO TO HELL!” We all suspected that it was Coach Dietzel who paid for the plane and leaflets, and his denial to that effect made no difference. We knew that once more he had stoked the fires of the eternal flame of spirit which was burning in our hearts. It was the most magical week in this magical year, and the game had not even started!
I suspect the author of this book, Bud Johnson, was probably home asleep while we cavorted on the Indian Mounds through the night because he mentions nothing about it. We figured that if LSU were going to climb to the top of the mountain of college football, we should go to the top of the highest point of the flat LSU campus and keep that fire burning until the fires burned in Tiger Stadium lights on Saturday night.
Bud Johnson closes the Introduction to his book by saying, “. . . there was never a year like 1958 in Baton Rouge.” Amen! I agree wholeheartedly. I was there. And there has yet to be another year like it in the fifty years since then. It was and remains to this date, “The Perfect Season,” undefeated and untied in ten games.
What happened in 1958 was not only perfect, it was unprecedented.
[page 1] LSU came out of nowhere. The Tigers had not won a Southeastern Conference championship in 22 years. Other places celebrated the bowl season. Other teams got national television exposure. For most of the 1950s, LSU had its nose pressed against the candy store window of college football.
And there I was, a freshman born inside the candy store helping myself to unlimited goodies of pep rallies, football games in the stadium, on the radio, in bowl games, and on television. How did I find time to study during football season? Studying was my first priority along with working to keep myself in school. I went to LSU with the little bit of money I’d saved, enough to get me barely through two semesters. Basically I studied when I wasn’t in class, working, or watching football. It was the most exciting time to be in college. The only thing I missed from the college experience that I had expected was the panty raids. I had heard about them, but the pep rallies took up so much libido energy that there were never any panty raids while I was at LSU.
LSU was a team of destiny it seemed, and the gods seem to be on their side, even anointing them with a lightning bolt strike during practice in Alex Box Stadium for the first game of the season. No one was hurt, but the bolt hit close enough to knock out Scooter Purvis and send Durel Matherne and trainer Marty Broussard to the training room for observation. (Pages 89, 90) It was from that very field that several decades later LSU was to go on to win five National Championships in college baseball.
Another part of being a team of destiny was the curious coincidence that eight players on the 1958 football team had experienced undefeated seasons earlier in their football past, including Billy Cannon, Mickey Mangham, Tommy Lott, and Duane Leopard. (Page 93)
There were other great games, but none brought more relief to Tiger fans than the final game of the season. This was against their traditional SEC across-state rival Tulane in their own turf in New Orleans. Tulane’s premier running back made an off-hand comment to a sportswriter, Cro Duplantier, of the New Orleans States-Item, “LSU will choke.” When that comment appeared in the Monday edition, Dietzel had hundreds of flyers printed and papered the Tigers’ locker room. In addition, the Tulane quarterback, Richie Petitbon, was due to break the 1,000-yard mark for offense, and Dietzel challenged his team to stop him short. Someone hung an effigy of Billy Cannon on the Huey Long Field House and students took it right down, put some green clothes on it, re-dubbed it “Paul Tulane” and set fire to it. The game was settled definitively in the second half when Billy Cannon scored 3 TD’s and Johnny Robinson scored 4. The regular season was over, and the Tigers had done it in telling fashion, 62-0. It was enough for LSU to easily reach No. 1 over the second place team, Iowa, from whose coach Dietzel had received valuable instruction in how to apply the Wing-T Offense earlier in the year.
LSU won the National Championship by virtue of finishing No. 1, while Iowa finished No. 2 in 1958. But Iowa got a curious bit of payback almost 50 years later in 2004. The LSU Tigers played Iowa in a big bowl game Jan. 1, 2005. It was the first time that Iowa had climbed so high in the rankings since 1958 or so. With the Tigers leading, and only seconds left on the clock, an LSU defensive back made the wrong call, allowing an uncovered Iowa pass receiver to catch a pass and run untouched into the end zone to win the game!
To culminate their first National Championship year the Tigers beat Clemson in the Sugar Bowl. It was called the mythical championship because back then the championship wasn't official, just a presentation from the Associated Press for the team finishing No. 1 in its poll. But there was nothing mythical about the championship to the LSU Tigers and their fans. We had climbed to the top of the mountain, the ultimate Indian mound of college football, and the view was great. It still is!
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3.) ARJ2:
The Power of the Word and Cosmic Language by Hazrat Inayat Khan
With our senses of sight and touch we only experience the surface of things, but with hearing we can experience the inside of things. Who can deny that the sound emitted by a drum, by a trumpet, or by a human voice reveals to us the center of what is sounding forth? Thus it is that sound reveals to us the center of things. When we speak we reveal what is in our soul to others. If we lie, we reveal that aspect of ourselves as well. The words we speak through our mouths are like a carrier wave of the feelings in our soul which are there independent of the meanings of the words we express. This is why we cannot lie — because the very sound of our voice carries the meaning of our soul. If we would dissimulate, we must mask our soul feeling and that masking itself reveals the presence of an untruth.
What Hazrat Inayat Khan reveals in Chapter IV of “The Power of the Word” is that the words we speak also have an effect upon ourselves, our body, mind, and spirit. Words can help us or hurt us, especially the ones we say with our own mouths.
After Hurricane Katrina, many people were in a pessimistic mood about the prospects for New Orleans. Some moved to other areas, saying they couldn’t go through this again. Others, like myself, had been through Hurricane Betsy forty years earlier, and knew that such terrible storms are unlikely to return to the same area within forty years. Before Betsy, I believe there was a big storm some forty years earlier as well. Those who express pessimistic wishes about big storms coming back indicate to everyone that their own lives are still so stifled that only a big storm could shake them out of their own torpor and bring some relief. And by expressing that wish, they increase the probability of a big storm visiting them. What they dread, they attract to themselves.
The Newman Club has a motto that I recall from my college years, “Heart Speaks To Heart”, and I daresay I didn’t understand what it meant, except in the most general of terms back then. Now I understand it to mean this: when we speak from the deepest center of our soul, what we refer to as the heart, our voice reaches the deepest center of the other person, their heart. When we do that, we are truly speaking heart to heart.
[page 175] This world is to a mystic like a dome; a dome that re-echoes all that is spoken beneath it. What is spoke from the lips reaches only as far as the ears, but what is spoken from the heart reaches the heart. The word reaches as far as it can, and that depends from what source it has come and from what depth it has risen.
Ralph Waldo Emerson knew of the power of the word. “Every word was once a poem,” he wrote. He also knew that the word sounding out from a human being speaks volumes, independent of the words being spoken. It is Emerson who first spoke the saying that Khan quotes in this next passage.
[page 176] But what is a word? Is the word just what we speak? Is that the word? No, that is only the surface of the word. Our thought is a word, our feeling is a word, our voice, our atmosphere is a word. There is a saying, ‘What you are speaks louder than what you say.’ This shows that even when man does not speak, his soul speaks.
Khan asks us to imagine an exhibition room through which we walk and the only illumination comes from a flashlight in our own hand. What is revealed to us of the contents of the room through our own action of searching can rightly be called revelation.
[page 194] There is another form of [artistic inspiration] which is attained by a greater enlightenment, by a greater awakening of the soul; and this form can be pictured as a person going through a large room where there are all kinds of things exhibited, and yet there is no light except a searchlight in his own hand. If he throws its light on music, on notes and rhythm, the music becomes clear to him; if he throws his light on words, the words becomes clear to him; if he throws his light on color, all colors become distinct; if he throws his light on line all lines in the most harmonious and beautiful form become clearly visible to him.
This passage inspired me on October 25, 1986 to write the following lines:
Paint a song of sculpture
Sketch an azure sound
Listen to the velvet moor —
Those tinkling apples all around.
Fly on wings of reason
Inside a mason jar,
Buzz your yellow season
Pollinating yonder Star.
We pollinate our own yonder star as we walk through the world shining our flashlight of reason, perception, and imagination upon what we find around us. We are born into this world as a baby crying. We are lost in an empty world until we turn on our flashlight and begin to make sense of the mason jar world into which we are born.
There is much more in the full review of Volume II of Hazrat Inayat Khan’s Sufi Message which will enrich you, dear Reader, if you will read and ponder it directly. I have been pondering Khan’s Sufi Message Series of books for over twenty years, and re-reading this volume for the purposes of this review brought home to me how much his insights have filled my life since I first read his works. Get to know a little about Hazrat Inayat Khan — it is the best way I can recommend for you to learn about yourself.
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