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3. ON A PERSONAL NOTE:

Pyrate is the original spelling for "pirate" and is a good word to use to distinguish these authentic pirates
from the hooligans and teenage thugs trying to make a quick fortune off the horn of Africa. These
pyrates meet once a year to renew old acquaintances, sing sea shanties, lift a cup of rum, acquire new
regalia for their pyrate clothes, and have fun. These pyrate-folk come from all over country, and a few
from Canada, too, and have been gathering for the annual Pyrate Con at various sites across the
country until they found the French Quarter in New Orleans a few years ago, and they've been coming
back each year since. Where else can a hearty pirate drink his rum in public on the street in an
atmosphere which hasn't changed much in over two hundreds years — where scantily clad wenches fill
the streets whenever there is a party — where one can have good-natured fun and drink 24 hours a day
— in other words enjoy being a real pyrate for a few days a year.
I was in California three years ago and when I said I was from New Orleans, a lady mentioned that she
would be there in three months for a pirate conference and invited me to come to their parade. Del and
I went to the French Quarter on that day, but saw no parade and were heading home when we
stumbled upon a group of five folks in pirate gear. They told us to head to the pirate Lafitte's Blacksmith
Shop on Bourbon Street and we joined the parade, and I vowed to attend the next Pyrate Con and I
did. This one was my second Pyrate Con, and I'm already looking forward to 2010 Pyrate Con on the
weekend of April 17 next year. Each year, I've added to my pirate costume. This year I added an over
the shoulder holder for my heavy pirate sword which also came with a long-barreled flintlock pistol.
There'll be a photo of me with my full gear on somewhere in this Digest. I have to admit that at times, I
felt like I was a walking hardware store!
My favorite part was greeting old friends and meeting new ones. Unfortunately some do-gooders stole
away some large part of the pirates from the last Pyrate Con and impressed them into His Majesty's
Service doing public service work. A public service pirate — isn't that an oxymoron? I saw only one of
my old friends who had jumped ship, my good friend from Toronto, Thom Barnett, who wanders
around in a feigned drunken stupor in his pyrate regalia, carrying a wooden leg over his shoulder, as
Thom of Bedlam — right out of King Lear. He admitted he didn't like being made to work as a pirate-slave. Probably didn't care much for marching in a warmed up leftover of a carnival parade, either. I
heard about this stuff, but had no interest in watching or supporting it. My hope is this coercive impress
will eventually be discontinued for lack of interest and Pyrate Con will once again reign supreme as the
only pyrate event in the French Quarter.

Friends from previous Pyrate Cons who didn't come back were sorely missed, like Blackbead and his
lady Melody. They chose wisely and refused to come because of this dastard schism of the pirate clan,
and other faces from last year who never showed up this year, perhaps for a similar reason, such as Bryan
Dunn and his lady who chose to go somewhere on the East coast this weekend. Hope we'll meet again
at Pyrate Con 2010.
An old friend, Mal Morgan, came in his Captain Morgan outfit, looking very much like he stepped
off a poster for Captain Morgan's spiced rum to everyone except those folks with kids who insisted on
calling him, "Captain Hook". The similarity is striking, but Captain Morgan has both his hands, the
better to drink his spiced rum with, of course. My art editor couldn't resist air brushing in a hook on
one of the photos I took of Mal as Captain Morgan with his Lady Teri. We walked together in the
Pyrate Con parade through the French Quarter. I had fun going up to and pointing my flintlock pistol
directly into the video cameras of parade watchers. Something to take home, up close and personal
with the business end of a pirate's gun.
My other favorite activity was watching and listening to Skip Henderson, playing on one of his several
squeeze boxes, accompanied by John Blakemore on his tambourine-like drum, as they sang sea
shanties and old songs of the sea. Del and I bought items from Miguel Angel, a local artisan vendor for
Pyrate Con. I met Barry a French Quarter artist, who I first saw on his knees dabbing large squares of
brown paint on an unframed canvas in Pirate Alley one afternoon as I headed for the Pontabla Café for
an oyster po-boy. The next day, I saw the painting was complete: it was a pirate ship. I was taking a
photo of it when Barry came by and introduced himself. I told him about my frigate the Grey Ghost and
read him the poem, and he was inspired to paint the Grey Ghost under commission for me.
DEL'S BIRTHDAY ON EASTER SUNDAY
Our good friends Renee and Burt Lattimore had offered to have us over for dinner when their kitchen
renovation was finished. Talking about possibilities for a date, I suggested the Saturday before Easter
since Easter was Del's birthday this year, and we could have a little birthday celebration. The key was
that since this was a pre-planned event, Del wouldn't assume it was a birthday party and we could
surprise her. The big question would be: "Would she find out in advance?" I prepared myself as best
for keeping the big surprise secret.
The day before the big day, I had gone to Rouse's Supermarket to buy some fresh boiled crawfish as
my excuse for getting out on a long errand in the morning. Took a photo of Etta, my favorite flower lady
for over 12 years. Etta helped me select the balloons, then blew them up and attached the pretty
weights. Del was going to get her fingernails manicured, so I drove straight home to move the crawfish
into the fridge to keep until supper. She had called me to say the manicure place was busy, so she was
looking for another place. Luckily I decided to put the four foil balloons in the trunk at Rouse's. I
placed the doberge cake on the floor of the passenger compartment with a cloth over it.

In our
driveway, I didn't even turn the motor off so I could get back on the road immediately. As I backed out
the driveway, there was Del coming to turn in, so I backed all the way out, then put my window down as
I knew she'd be curious. "Where ya going?" "Errands" "What kind of errands?" "Secret errands". I
knew if I lied, she'd know I was lying and worry, but by telling the truth she could wonder instead of
worry, and in pleasant anticipation. I drove to Meraux to the Lattimore's to drop off the four balloons
and chocolate doberge cake from Gambino's for Del's birthday surprise the next day.
All went well, — as we drove up, Del saw the two balloons outside and said, "How nice of Renee!"
Our Algiers point friends were right behind us and came in with a birthday gift for Del. A wonderful
basket of goodies that Guntis, Annie, and Joy put together.
We had a great visit. All of our friends enjoyed each other's company. After eating the fine meal Renee
had catered, topped off by a slice of doberge cake and ice cream, we walked on the levee to look at
the rising water, and then sat outside alongside the pool and talked for an hour or so. Burt showed me
his large garage with the 14' high doors which can shelter his son's helicopter. It's every man's dream
to have such a huge garage. For me it would hold several antique cars that I would like to have. I finally
sold my 1951 MG TD sports car when I realized that I wanted to have a garage for all of my cars,
something I didn't have in New England where only the TD was sheltered in our garage.
The next day was Del's official birth day, April 12, 64 years to the day since Franklin Delano
Roosevelt died in Warm Springs, Georgia. And it was Easter Sunday. We picked up Doris and met
our youngest offspring, Stoney Hatchett, his wife Sue, and son Sam at the Timberlane Country Club for
an Easter Brunch. We heard the news that Sam had given up playing baseball, the last sport he was still
playing. Good news is he is beginning to focus on his schoolwork and thinking of a career as a
pharmacist. This is definitely a sea change in our 16 year old grandson's life and attitude. Del and I like
it.
GARDEN OF THE MONTH AND NEW OUTDOOR LIGHTS

Del has been fixing up the West Portico garden and lawn for several years, and the last judging we
received an honorable mention, but this month we saw a car pull in the driveway and went outside to find
the two judges pulling the Garden of the Month sign out of their trunk to place in front of our home,
even though I hadn't cut the grass yet. In the Spring, I like to leave the white clover come into bloom
and stay around. When I pick up the newspaper in the early morning, or have a "garbage moment" at
dusk, I like to pause and search for a four-leaf clover among the myriad of three-leaf clovers. If I mow
them, it takes another week for the clover to come back, and as soon as the cool days end, they will
stop growing and the St. Augustine grass will take over the lawn. It's one of the perennial miracles of
New Orleans lawns — all the Spring weeds which other parts of the country people buy weed-killing
chemicals to soak their lawns, we here simply wait a few weeks and the St. Augustine takes over
without weed killers, fertilizers, or aerating or any special lawn care — just mow and glow over the
beautiful expanse of unbroken green. And our unbroken green is now broken by a large sign
proclaiming it as "Garden of the Month."
Another thing about Del. She usually doesn't request a coffee when I take my morning break from
writing and drive 15 minutes to PJ's Coffeeshop to buy my café latte. But I started offering her some of
the foam which is left in the cover and the sides and bottom of the cup when I get home, and now she
looks forward to it. Before leaving for PJ's I will usually check if she will home when I get back so that
I will be sure to save some foam for when I get home. Soon, the phrase came to me, a takeoff of the
famous phrase from the movie E. T. who was always wanting to "phone home." Now we call it "foam
home" when Del knows she will be home and waiting for her spoon or two of foam. Great thing about
foam is that it is mostly all air, but has the delicate texture of ice cream in the mouth.
Our outdoor lights which grace the front of Timberlane on its West Portico are working fine, but after
30 plus years, they are getting in need of another cleaning and painting. This is something I did about 10
years ago, and this time we decided to replace them with brand new fixtures from Bevolo's in the
French Quarter. Their store is next to the parking lot we use when we go down to Antoine's and other
places, so we have passed by it many times. A couple of months ago we got some rough estimates for
replacing our lights, and this past month, we went downtown for the French Quarter Fest, parked in
our usual lot, and went in and selected and ordered our new lights and a new mailbox. Bevolo makes
lamps on order from 22 plus countries all over the world, lamps of all sizes and shapes. They will even
custom make lamps, if you desire. We talked to Chris Bevolo and he knew exactly the size we needed
to fit our house, and they will be fabricated for us and delivered to the West Bank at a location near us
in two weeks. Then the Maintenance man (who looks suspiciously like Bobby Jeaux, yours truly) will
have the job of installing them.

The Maintenance man was also busy assembling several new tables for the West and South Porticos.
One of the tables needed to be returned to Lowe's because the factory had painted the thick protective
coating over seven of the eight holes, making it nearly impossible without a threading tool to get the
bolts started without stripping the threads. We returned that one in exchange for nesting tables already
assembled. The nesting tables accompany the new teak rockers on the West Portico where the wind
rarely blows as strong as the breezeway swing and is another great place for reading.
VISITORS TO TIMBERLANE
This month Del's mom, Doris, came over for several visits. She is
a pleasure to have visit. Her physical health has improved dramatically, so she rarely tires out quickly as
she did for several years after her back operations. Unless you ask questions which require memory,
you would never know she had any memory problems. She is playing bingo with the residents at
Woldenberg Retirement Village, something she never played before. The long evacuation trip to
Monroe last September caused her to have to interact with the residents of her ALZ section and now
she even has a couple of friends.
The other visit was from our daughter, Kim, her son, Thomas, his friend, Nancy, and Kim's daughter,
Katie. They spent a couple of nights and Del went with them to the Audubon Zoo where they had a
great time. Del, Kim, and Katie spent time poring over the New York City brochures in preparation for
Katie's graduation trip to the Big Apple with Mom and Grama. Del had asked Katie where she would
like to go for her graduation, and this was her choice.
HORNETS STING; TIGERS CLAW
This has been a busy month for sports with the New Orleans Hornets making the NBA Playoffs, and
the LSU Tigers sitting atop the National Ranking for College Baseball most of the year. With the
problems that the on-line Geaux Zone video broadcast at LSUSports.net was having, I canceled my
annual subscription. After suffering through several years of birth pains during start-up, the screen going
blank, halting, losing audio, ending the game abruptly, or doing a host of other glitches, I had great
expectations for this year. But instead this year was a lugubrious pip!

Perfect video all through most of the games. Wow! Problem fixed. But along with the video fix came
awful commercials. And an even sadder log-on procedure which every single game caused me to miss
the first pitch or batter on video! Often I would have to log on with ID and Password five to six
attempts before I had jumped through the hoops necessary to watch the game, all the while trying to
keep track of the game on audio via the RADIO! I kept trying, figuring this was more of their startup
woes, but it never got better. I wrote emails to Customer Support every time and nothing got better.
One day, I even got video from the baseball game and audio from a gym practice with some female coach
yelling across a gym and making announcements! Then they broadcasted the Georgia game from
Athens in video, which was okay because I figured to listen to Jim Hawthorne's broadcast on the audio
process, but NOOOO! — that would have been too simple, they decided to broadcast Univ. of
Georgia's audio feed. When I switched to RADIO, I heard Jim Hawthorne calling the game two swings
or more before I saw it on video, pretty useless. Like instant replay without instantaneous play.
Oh, and this year JUMP TV installed Instant Replay of good plays, but it took them almost six games
to notice that the audio feed of the Replay was being broadcast over the live audio feed of Jim
Hawthorne's crew, making both impossible to hear clearly! Even though I sent a feedback to
Customer Support the first time it happened. I got back an answer which was non-responsive — by
then I was sure JUMP TV never listens to or watches its own broadcasts. None of the major problems
I complained about were ever fixed.
Here was the last straw and which made me finally decide to cut the cord: They began putting up a
forced video screen advertising some LSU gear with a message saying "Video will start in 0 seconds."
Well, the video never started! It just sat there and whatever I clicked on the screen sent me to the full
page ad. I complained about this and never heard back. It hung like this only on Vista and not on XP,
but by this time, I wanted to watch games only on my Vista HP Laptop, and that was the one the game
would not work on! Like MR GO, MR GEAUX is gone. I celebrate now the ease of delight of turning
an LSU baseball game by pushing one button on the RADIO. JUMP TV can go JUMP as far as I am
concerned! As far as I'm concerned LSUSPORTS.net no longer exists as it has no products that I'm
interested in purchasing.
END OF THE MONTH STUFF
We went through a strange day in which a grand-daughter, a daughter-in-law, and a son had a
mysterious cyst or blockage which they were concerned about and which have all gone away since. In
addition several of Del's friends in the garden club had some kind of ailment, and our good friend Rosie
Harris came down sick with some kind of intestinal ailment and needed hospitalization to keep her from
being dehydrated. All are well again, but that left us wondering whether Friday the 13th had come on a
Monday perhaps.

The last week of the month was the anniversary of the death of William Shakespeare which has been
marked in New Orleans for over a hundred years by the Shakespeare Society with its annual dinner in
the Rex Room of Antoine's Restaurant in the French Quarter. I attended and I expected to read only a
female part and found a male part added to my assignment, and my two parts have a dialogue to do at
one spot. Talking about accessing one's female part. This was a challenge which I get to reprise during
our reading of the play in front of my club next week.
Last minute addition, we met old friends, Mike and Mary Rode from Wisconsin, in the French Quarter at the New Orleans Cooking School. It was great seeing them again. Mary knows Del's favorite boss, Michelle Holzmann, and I was reminded of the night we took Michelle to Genghis Khan Restaurant. When the waiter brought the fish to her, Michelle was appalled that its head was still on. I mentioned that incident to Mary and she responded as if she had been there with us when it happened. At the Cooking School, we sat next to a young lady who works for Mayor Bloomberg in NYC and Del was able to get some tips on places to visit when she and Kim take our grand-daughter Katie to the Big Apple in June.
TILL NEXT MONTH
Next month we look forward to the first communion of our grandson, Collin, and celebration of
Mother's Day with Del's mom, Doris. Also it will be harvest time for our vegetable garden with green beans, okra,
creole tomatoes, cucumbers, and bell peppers adding to the largesse of radishes which has already
started. The fall broccoli has now gone to seed and those seeds will be planted about July 1 to give us
broccoli over the winter months and into 2010.

Two thousand and ten — say it aloud — sounds
strange, doesn't it? Get ready, it's coming. Like next month, June, when, God willing, and the river
don't rise much further, we will meet you again, Good Readers, in our next Digest.
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Five Books on Writing by Men Authors

1. Noah Jonathan Jacobs 's
The Toils of Language
From the pomological scandal in Eden to the metaphysician of the privy seat (Rodin's Thinker)
to the blessed warm mental fog of Conrad — the reader is treated to a cornucopia of scrupulously coined
phrases and fresh quotations from thousand of years of authors.
Jacobs, leaving no one un-touched by his coruscating etymology, uncovers for us that Jacob
means heel, from the story where Jacob followed on the heels of Esau (in the birth canal). An interesting sidelight for me is that my replacement in a job years ago was named Jacob — he was a heel and he
followed on my heels.
Dictionaries are the cemeteries of forgotten words, where they constitute more than one-fifth of
the total number. Jacobs seems intent in the course of this 125 page book on exhuming many of those
words. Examples are tantivy (a hunting cry), swink, yuly, tweedle, and accismus. He re-livens the
quotidian word janitor by reminding us of its roots in Janus, god of doors and entrances.
He tells us of Pro-metheus (fore-thought) who stole the fire (intuition) from the gods for the good
of men and Epi-metheus (after-thought) who opened Pandora's Box. The unleashing of the plagues on
mankind that afterthought started goes on today. The news media revel in after-the-fact examination of
motives. Projections of the future from these examinations fill newspapers and airwaves daily with
doom and gloom to as great an extent as the plagues unleashed from Pandora's Box.
With a little Promethean insight into the dangers of Epimethean afterthought, we might be
allowed the space to hope in cheerful expectation of a tomorrow brighter than today.

2. Joseph Epstein's The Middle of My Tether
The idiomatic expression "at the end of my tether" refers to being at the extreme limits of
one's abilities or endurance. This book represents Joseph Epstein squarely in the middle of his tether
with ample room to amble about. This book is a random walk with Epstein through some of his
favorite subjects, "About Face", "Ephemeral Verities", and "Bookless in Gaza", and a random walk
with Epstein is like dancing lessons from God.
We discover that Epstein loves books (he reads while walking as Macaulay did). In his own
words, "Books are an addiction that, when aroused in earnest, is rarely calmed." His attempt to
survive an entire day without reading ("nothing but stop signs") is humorous to those of us suffering
the same affliction. We laugh when he confesses, "my afternoons, evenings, and weekends were all
booked."
Epstein gets letters and reveals to us that the arrival of the postman is a highlight of his daily
routine. He bemoans the fading away of letter writing and shares with us a sample of the letters (kind
and unkind) he has received. He also shares his favorite quotes from men of letters in response to
angry letters they have received:
Voltaire — "Dear Sir, I am seated in the smallest room in the house. Your
letter is before me. Soon it will be behind me."
H.L. Mencken's pre-printed postcard — "Dear Sir or Madam, you may or may not be right."
In "You Take Manhattan" he points out that Manhattan is a great place to visit, a great place
to live, and a lousy place to write. Most writers leave the city for the seashore and other faraway
places to do their best writing. He quotes Walt Whitman, "a great place for harvest, but a poor place
for farming."
Some of the best parts of the book are his collection of quotes. An example is his quote of
Desmond MacCarthy, "It is the business of literature to turn facts into ideas." He has done just that
in this book. And when the dancing is over and the music has faded away, you may start looking for
an order blank to sign up for the next set of lessons.
3. Ray Bradbury's Zen in the Art of Writing

"We are cups constantly and quietly being filled. The trick is knowing how to tip
ourselves over and let the beautiful stuff out." Letting the beautiful stuff out is like an archer
releasing a bowstring so that his soul flies straight to the target as Eugen Herrigel explained so
eloquently in his Zen in the Art of Archery. As the use of the title indicates, Bradbury's writing
borrows freely from other authors.
When Bradbury was sent to Ireland by John Huston to write the screenplay for Moby Dick,
he couldn't wait to leave the country. Only years later did he find himself recovering the images and
magic of Ireland in stories and plays he wrote. He likened the literary process to Perseus confronting
Medusa. If he looks at her straight on, he will be petrified and unable to speak, but if he observes her
by reflection, Perseus is able to act. Thus also the literary act is one of reflection and the amount of
time required for the reflection will depend on the depth of the image. For Gertrude Stein it took fifty
years before the image of the little drunk girl in the slums of London to surface as a search for
Gertrude's own identity. In Bradbury's book he describes the various time delays of raw images and
the books he created from those images.
"All arts, big and small, are the elimination of waste motion in favor of the concise
declaration." This book has little wasted motion and is filled with firecrackers of insight exploding
4th of July all over the lawn.
Like how he approaches creativity by treating ideas like cats. "You make them follow. If you
try to approach a cat and pick it up, hell, it won't let you do it." But walk away and the cat follows
you thinking, "Well, what's wrong with you that you don't love me?"
Truly Bradbury is a living demonstration of Kahlil Gibran's famous phrase, "Work is love
made visible," as he pours himself, his poetry, imagination, and love into his books — including this
one.

4. Sidney Cox's Indirections for Those Who Want to Write
"The good ones [writers] start off from a tradition — they do not follow one." With these
words, Sidney Cox, professor of English at Dartmouth for over 20 years, begins this 139-page book.
It is stuffed with insights into writing and filled to the brim with quotable quotes from various
famous writers, e.g., Goethe, "fame — the last infirmity of a noble mind," but the best quotes are, like
the one that starts this review, from Sidney Cox himself.
"When you have made a reader wonder until a new realization comes to him,
you have done what you started out to do."
On Frost: "What he does is start people's imaginations so that they can better
discover and enjoy their own actual experiences when no poet is by to provide
the imagination."
"Your reader has to be assured that he is on familiar ground. The more so, the
more daring your intention."
Heading for Chapter VIII:
"To take the vapor threads of possibility that run up from the earth to heaven
and weave them with the warp of days."
"He is fortunate if the discrepancy between dream and possibility also deepens
his sense of humor."
"... history is always going to the bow-wows but never does."
"... learn to ride the flux, and shape it a little as it flows to your fluent but
positive intent. Doing so you will have your times of loving the dangerous flood
you ride and guide."

"For sharing and possessing large intentions makes one either pompous, self-pitying, or humorous. Some of us show traces of all three."
"You may have always known that the most stable things in a flood is a man or
woman who can ride it."
"... a person's point of view is where he looks from."
"Let no one shame you with characteristics natural to your age."
"If you want to write well, you let a subject make you its subject."
"Ford Maddox Ford, '...style, a succession of small surprises. You didn't
contrive to put them there. Your style is your surprise.'"
"We need yardsticks... but yardsticks will not measure manifold motion."
5. Gary Provost's Beyond Style — Mastering the Finer Points of Writing
In this followup to his "Make Every Word Count" Gary Provost gives us a guided tour of
creative writing that could be labelled "Make Every Word Sing." He is not satisfied with the concept
that style, like life, is "what happens when you're doing something else," but feels that good writing
style can be cultivated. As a writer and a teacher he reviews many manuscripts of beginning and
professional writers and has developed the skill of spotting places where their writing doesn't work.
In this book on how to develop your individual style, he warns us that any technique that is
obviously a technique doesn't work because it makes the reader aware of the author instead of the
character or subject of the writing. One poor technique is describing the viewpoint character using
a mirror or shop window reflection, "she saw in the shop window that her hips had grown wider than
she imagined." Another is switching viewpoints abruptly within a single scene or paragraph. Another
is inserting dialogue or description that adds no meaning to the piece.

On the positive side he suggests the use of quotes. "Credibility is believability," he says, "and
everything you write, fiction or non-fiction, must have that quality." Quotes, showing that it's true,
and "plants" are ways he suggests of adding credibility. Plants are basically presuppositions of other
time and space actions that are created in the readers' minds by some statement. The juggler's sticks
tumbled in the air like Tony's body did during a triple somersault during his college gymnastic
competitions. Later when Tony does a triple somersault to foil a robbery we tend to believe it as a
result of the plant while he was watching a juggling act.
"Beyond Style" is written using all the techniques that Gary suggests for writers to follow.
He achieves a coherency of form and content thereby that adds credibility to his suggestions for
improving style. This is an enjoyable and easy to read book that every beginning writer should have
in his armamentarium. With it one can discover that what lies "beyond style" is the individual writer
that transcends stereotypes to create writing that is as unique one's fingerprint and as revealing as an
intimate portrait.
And for my Good Readers, here’s the new reviews and articles for this month. The ARJ2 ones are new additions to the top of A Reader’s Journal, Volume 2, Chronological List, and the ART ones to A Reader’s Treasury. NOTE: these Blurbs are condensations of the Full Reviews sans footnotes and many quoted passages.
1.) ARJ2:
Saint-Exupery — A Biography by Stacy Schiff
On the door going into our bathroom in Foxborough, Massachusetts was a quotation from Saint-Exupéry's classic book, The Little Prince: which said, "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly,
what is essential is invisible to the eye." I read those words several times a day for over four years, and
often wondered what they meant. They remain today as an unanswered question, but holding that
unanswered question for over thirty years led me to seek answers to its puzzling thesis. What does it
mean to "see rightly" and "what is essential" and how is it "invisible to the eye"? Only years later,
seeking answers to the above questions, I discovered that these words were known as the "Fox's
Secret" and I had the pleasure of watching and listening as Gene Wilder, playing the Fox, spoke those
words to the Little Prince in the 1974 movie of this book.
Later I bought The Little Prince then read more of Saint-Ex's books, Wind, Sand and Stars, A
Night Flight, Southern Mail, and his classic book on philosophy, Wisdom of the Sands. Among all the
books, Wisdom of the Sands (original title in french was Citadelle ) impressed me the most and The
Little Prince intrigued me the most. Through the process of reading this impressive biography of his
life, I came to understand how the book about a young visitor from a small planet who had a
problematic relationship with a rose was a very condensed version of Saint-Exupéry's life and
relationship with his wife, Consuelo. Having read several of his flying novels much earlier and having
never reviewed them, I decided to re-read the two I had on my book shelf and review them right at
the point where I encountered Schiff talking about his writing the books, namely, Southern Mail and
Night Flight. This helps account for some portion of the long time (June, 2008 to April, 2009) I spent
reading this biography, but this 528-page book is both slow reading and a pleasure to read, and that
kind of book begs to have its reading stretched-out for sheer enjoyment's sake.

Major X, as the Americans called him, adding to his mystery, died in his forty-fourth year, just as
the little Prince he created had witnessed forty-four sunsets. (Page ix) He was a paradox in many ways:
an aviator who wrote, a literary genius who piloted planes, an aristocrat (one of the de Saint-Exupéry
line) who delivered the mail by air. What was it like to pilot a small single engine airplane through the
night with an undependable compass and no radio? We might never know if Saint-Exupéry had not
written so lyrically about his flying experiences in his novels. What was his life like, this Saint of France,
as Charles Lindbergh's son asked his mother Anne? To prevent such innocent mistakes and to keep
from being addressed as Mr. Exupéry, Tonio allowed his American publisher to place the hyphen
between Saint and Exupéry where it stands today. His friends called him Tonio or Saint-Ex, leaving
off the "oopairee". (Page xi) He was someone who thought disobedience to be the better part of valor,
a resolute non-joiner in the iconoclast tradition.
Even his biographer admires his ability to share with us the time he spent alone, admitting that
these are times in his life that she cannot describe.
[page x, Introduction] He was not untruthful. He put a gloss on things, but he
lived, too, for that gloss, for a quixotism that would be his undoing. The fashion
in which he shaped the events he faithfully reported ultimately tells us as much
about him as do the events themselves. It makes it possible to begin to
imagine the truly critical hours of his life, those he spent alone at several
thousand feet, moments no biographer can touch.
Saint-Exupéry wrote that, "I have never loved my house more than when I lived in the desert."
What was that house like in Cape Juby?
[page 3] His furniture consisted of a plank lined with a thin straw mattress, on
which he slept, and a door balanced on two oil drums, on which he wrote. . . .
the remainder of his worldly possessions: a water jug, a metal basin, a
typewriter, a shelf of books, a windup gramophone, a deck of cards, and the
Aéropostale records, the files of the airline for which he worked. Saint-Exupéry shared his home with four French mechanics and ten Moors, all
fellow Aéropostale employees, a marmoset named Kiki, a dog, an outsized cat,
and a hyena.
He lived in a River of Gold, the Rio de Oro, of the Spanish Sahara, about the size of Great Britain
and besides the nearby Spanish Fort, there were only dissident Moors scattered about the surrounding
desert. He was the "King of Infinite Space" as the first Chapter is titled, and he could devote himself
almost entirely to his two great loves in life: writing and flying. What did he pilot?

[page 5] The Brequet 14 was not an advanced aircraft: it was powered by a
300-horsepower engine, its propeller was wooed, its cockpit open; it had no
radio, no suspension, no reliable instruments, no brakes. One pilot observed
that the gas gauge more accurately indicated the amount of sand in the
conduits than of the fuel in the tank. Saint-Exupéry commented that the
compass was a fine invention in theory, but that in practice it resembled a
weather vane.
It was not a dependable plane, breaking down every five round-trips from Casablanca-Dakar,
but it was easy to fix and therefore reliable.
[page 5, 6] The beauty of an unsophisticated airplane is that it is easy to
repair: a hammer, nails, a saw, a block of wood, and glue were said to suffice
in order to jerry-rig a Breguet 14 back into service. As Mermoz boasted: "We
had created commercial aviation before there were any commercial planes."
Good thing it was easy to fix because the Moors used the planes as clay pigeons, "greeting the
aviators like partridges", but luckily they had bad aim with so little to use for target practice in the
Sahara. The aviators were not pleased to learn that no ransom would be paid by the head of the airline
and that the Moors promised to cut them up slowly until it was paid. (Page 7)
Saint-Exupéry described his job at Cape Juby to his brother-in-law as "one part aviator, one part
ambassador, one part explorer", but he left out writer and a tamer of things. Like the little Prince,
Saint-Exupéry tamed things: a chameleon, a gazelle, even trying to tame a fox, and with less success
the Spanish guard dog who showed his appreciation by a vicious bite on his shoulder. (Page 11) The
Moors called him the "great white dervish" and later gave him the name, "Captain of the Birds." (Page
12)
Saint-Exupéry loved to meditate, and he found the desert was a great place for meditation
because of its silence. The desert probably has as many words for silence as the Eskimos have for
snow. Below is a found poem in which Saint-Exupéry describes the various silences of the desert.
[page 14]
There is a silence of peace when the tribes are reconciled,
when the cool evening falls. . . .
There is a midday silence,
when the sun suspends all thought and movement.
There is a false silence, when the north wind has died
and insects, torn like pollen from the interior oases,
arrive to announce the sandstorms from the east.
There is a silence of intrigue,
when one learns that a faraway tribe is plotting something.
There is a silence of mystery,
when the Arabs discuss their incomprehensible differences
among themselves.
There is a tense silence when a messenger
is late returning.
A sharp silence when, at night,
one holds one's breath to listen better.
A melancholy silence,
when one remembers those one loves.
Saint-Exupéry needed the desert at this point in his life, and came later in life to understand how
valuable it was to him as a young man.

[page 14] The isolation, the abnegation, the single-mindedness of Juby were
a tonic to a young man undisciplined, a little frivolous, in great need of being
needed. "Anyone who has known Saharan life, where everything appears to
be solitude and nakedness, mourns those years as the most beautiful he has
lived," he wrote two years before his death.
Saint-Exupéry loved to have books around him, whether he read them or not. I often tell friends
when they ask why I have so many books, "I buy more books in a month than I can read in a month,
and plan to stay alive to read all of them." Whenever it occurs to me to get a private office somewhere
where I could write in peace without the maid or the lawn crew with their loud and noisome equipment
hovering about me, I am stopped at the thought of leaving my books behind me in another location.
No Google search can beat a quick walk down the hallway to my library for the exact reference while
I am in the act of writing.
We shared another habit, that of reading and writing while piloting a craft. His was an aircraft,
mine a ground craft. Reading while driving on an American interstate highway outside of downtown
traffic is almost too easy; I once had to negotiate 10 miles of s-shaped curves on the River Road of
the Mississippi River every day for 7 years and taught myself to read while driving this stretch of road
because it was valuable and dependable reading time while I drove alone to and from a job that was
much less pleasant to me than reading.
Saint-Exupéry lived in a world of his own and soon even his fiancé Louise understood what that
meant, when in a letter to his mother, talking about how she and Tonio lived in a dreamworld of their
own, or dreamworlds of their own, she wrote, "He describes for me terrifying or sublime moments
spent between the sky and the earth, and I, who can think only of furnishing our future home, interrupt
him to ask if he likes well-padded chairs." Apparently he never told her about his dream home in Cape
Juby with the crates for a bed.

With the popularity of Aéropostale logos on teenagers' clothes today, one wonders if any of the
wearers realize that the knowledge of the glory days of the airmail company owes its existence to one
curious pilot who happened to be a writer and memorialized those times.
In his first crash Saint-Exupéry was napping while flying with Riguelle and the plane lost a
connecting rod and plowed into the sand dunes of the Sahara at seventy miles an hour. When
Guillaumet showed up to rescue them, it was decided that Saint-Exupéry remain behind to be picked
up later. It was Saint-Exupéry's introduction to the desert, one that would inform his writings so many
ways thereafter.
Saint-Exupéry filled a plethora of roles in his lifetime. During his stay at Cape Juby, there was a
"long catalogue of herculean tasks accomplished by this ace, this soldier, this paladin, this adventurer,
this knight-errant, this broad-shouldered tendre, the most taciturn man in the company but also its
enfant terrible."(Page 158) Plus, as Beucler said, "He seemed to hold a degree in all subjects." (Page
162) A taciturn man, except in the middle of the night when he loved to make phone calls to friends.
He once observed to a friend that "married friends were soon lost to him — this probably because they
were less easy to coax from bed for a 3:00 a.m. literary discussion." (Page 167)
In a time when airplane travel was so novel, there were few people who could claim to be writing
a sentence on one continent and finishing it on another, except Saint-Exupéry, who often wrote while
he was in the air going from Europe to Africa to South America. His hearth existed on all three
continents.
This reminds of me a Sunday night when I received a phone call at home from a Louisiana State
policeman. He explained he was calling in response to a report that I had been seen reading the
newspaper while driving to work. He asked me if I did that. I said that I did, omitting the many times
I also wrote while driving, and asked him, "Is it illegal to read while driving?" He said, "No." That was
it. I make a point of putting any reading material down out-of-sight when a police car passes me, but
keep reading mostly when strangers or close friends were driving by during my hour-long commute to
a nuclear power plant, what my wife and I called "nuclear prison", where I worked behind high fences
with razor-wire on the top often for seven days a week, twelve hours a day, for many years. The
reading material I consumed while driving helped keep me sane in an often un-sane work environment
with too long hours and often too little work.
One can suspect that in the mansion described in this poignant passage below that Saint-Exupéry
got the idea to call his great philosophical tome, Citadelle, whose English title is better known as
Wisdom of the Sands. One only has to read the tremendous metaphor in Citadelle of those who tore
down the great mansion of their father only later to walk upon its remains and lament how once "every
footstep was full of meaning."

[page 180] A crumbling, once-luxurious 1886 citadel, this run-down mansion
with its caved-in floors, its decaying lintels, had more charm for Saint-Exupéry
than all of the steel girders of Buenos Aires. In his eyes it was not dilapidated
but "a friend of time."
Saint-Exupéry wrote of the adventures and misadventures of his fellow mail pilots who flew in
hazardous conditions at the controls of planes that could not overtop the mountains, so the pilots had
to weave up and down and around the frozen peaks to survive the passes through the snow-capped
Andes.
When he proposed to Consuelo, he did so in a way which would be unique to a writer: his
proposal was by presupposition at the end of a manuscript of a book that he handed her to read. My
wife Del would understand that form of a proposal as she reads and copy-edits my writings regularly.
Consuelo was a "spinner of tales" and someone who would certainly pass the "Little Prince" test with
flying colors, i.e., she would "see in a drawing of a hat a boa constrictor digesting an elephant."
She
was a writer in her own right and Saint-Exupéry respected her for that. As a writer, he was having
trouble being both an aviator and a writer. The French were not given to respect someone who was
a writer but also a tradesman. Americans had no problem with that, as critic Louis Kronenberger
noted, "For the first time the airplane achieves at least a nodding acquaintance with art." He saw
glimpses of the artistry of Saint-Exupéry and acknowledged it in the prestigious New York Times Book
Review. In Saint-Exupéry's home country it was a mixed-bag in a country which didn't like mixed-bags.
While working in a nuclear power plant and writing on my own time, someone got hold of a
collection of my short stories and printed copies on the local copy machines to hand out, all without
my permission, and I found myself having to explain how these copies came to be. I knew it was time
to become a fully-fledged writer and fly from the comfortable nest of a full-time job where I was not
writing. I lived daily among people who seemed to be on Earth merely to say, "Here!" I felt like Saint-Exupéry when he wrote to a friend in Paris of the endlessness of an evening at the Hotel de France in
Perpignan:

[page 224, 225] "The laughter and snatches of conversation that make their way to my
corner are a torture. These people seem to be simmering quietly away — like a stew pot —
to the end of their days. What point is there to their lives?"
"What point is there to flying?" a non-aviator might ask. To Saint-Exupéry, flying was the
inspiration for his writing, flying, crashing into water or the desert, living in the desert or in dumb
locations between flights. All this was grist for the mill. He even wrote an "elegy to an airplane engine"
in his Wind, Sand, and Stars.
In Wind, Sand and Stars, three Moors from the Sahara are taken to the Alps and they stand
transfixed by the immense flood of water cascading down and refuse to move. When asked why they
wouldn't leave, they explained that they were waiting for the water to be shut off. Schiff doesn't
mention that aspect of the trip, but she adds an epilogue to the tale, lines by Saint-Exupéry which did
not make it into the novel, about how the Moors felt when they returned to their home, "The Sahara
seems to them emptier, the game of war more illusory. For the first time they realize the Sahara is a
desert."

The inspiration for Saint-Exupéry's most famous novel likely came from this scene as he narrated
over the phone an article for the next morning's Paris-Soir edition. Hervé Mille, sat by her side as the
secretary, Madame La Rosa, typed the words as Saint-Exupéry read the story. It was a story of a
"cherubic blond child sleeping soundly between his parents" on a train carrying Polish workmen
expelled from a xenophobic France in 1935. That cherubic blond child would later come awake as the
hero of The Little Prince.
Saint-Exupéry flew in airplanes such as the Simoun in which there were no radios, and he flew
in areas such as along the South American coast which had few navigational radio broadcasts. The
radio was of little more use than to send out a Mayday call or get a weather report from the tower at
an upcoming landing site. He was enthralled by the American system of aviation more than by the
skyscrapers or frenzied life style of New York City.
When Consuelo's father offered Saint-Exupéry coffee plantations in El Salvador if he would settle
there with his wife, he demurred, "My dear father-in-law, my dear mother-in-law, it is too late for me
to cultivate coffee beans. My job is to till the clouds." And so he would continue plowing through the
air and the clouds till he finally plummeted into the sea.
At one point, biographer Schiff claims that Saint-Exupéry's book Wisdom of the Sands is
"bloated by parable" as if its marvelous parables were excess baggage which could be thrown out the
cargo bay to help the book fly better. In my opinion, the book was enriched by those parables,
comprising as they do the heart and soul of the book, without which the book would shrivel up like an
autumn leaf and flutter helplessly to the ground.

One short passage shows that Saint-Exupéry had a food dislike for carrots, obviously a
doylic memory of sadness, a bodily state stored before he was five years old. The nurse kept putting
the carrots on his plate thinking he didn't like to eat them, and said in exasperation, "But he doesn't have to eat
them." This caused Saint-Exupéry to explode, "Of course I don't have to eat them. It's the sight of them I can't
stand; they make me sad!"
Convalescing in a Canadian hospital, he wrote to his friend Natalie, "Odd planet, odd problems,
odd language. Maybe there is a star where life is simple." After years of drawing the blond-hair little
boy, thoughts about different planets and different stars, taming people, thoughts on what is essential,
thoughts on the meaning of things, the Little Prince began to emerge in book form in 1942.
What meaning for the Fox's Secret have I evolved over the thirty-plus years that I held it as an
unanswered question? My current thought is that "what is essential is the meaning of things" and it is
meaning which is often invisible to the eye, but the heart knows it. Such as Silva's heart knew of the
pain she felt when Saint-Exupéry was late as he was so frequently. His tardiness likely led directly to
the Fox's Secret thanks to Silvia.
Below is an image from the Fiftieth Anniversary Boxed Edition of The Little Prince which was
drawn by Saint-Exupéry in the second half of 1942 with the children's watercolor set he bought in
New York City at an Eighth Avenue drugstore. This is probably very close to the figure which
appeared to Saint-Exupéry one day and announced himself. If you look intently, the Little Prince may speak to you.

[page 384] When the writer was asked later how the child-hero had entered his
life, he said he had looked down on what he had thought was a blank sheet of
paper to find a tiny figure. "I asked him who he was," he
explained. "I'm the little Prince," came the reply. How much
did Saint-Exupéry resemble his hero? "You are an
extraterrestrial," Aglion informed him one day, before he had
yet read the book. "Yes, yes, it is true, I sometimes go for
walks among the stars," admitted Saint-Exupéry, who made
several sketches of the aviator-narrator but chose not to
include any of them in the text. (He is as much that narrator —
who has "lived his life alone, without anyone that I could really
talk to" — as the Prince, who cries, "Be my friends, I am all
alone" from a desolate mountaintop, to hear only his own
echo.)
I must admit to being one of Saint-Exupéry's ardent admirers and his Wisdom of the Sands
(Citadelle) was the opposite of soporific as Schiff pegged it, hitting me with the force of a magnitude
6.5 earthquake. It strikes me as an unanswered question why Stacy Schiff could devote so much work
to the biography of a man and find his greatest work to be abstruse and sleep-inducing. For now, I will
assume some lack of understanding of the deep meanings and of the healing quality of the parables
which she claims "bloat" and "bulk up" the volume.
Saint-Exupéry was not a fan of General de Gaulle, and never met him. The "man de Gaulle"
wanted to meet Saint-Exupéry, but the "General de Gaulle" would not allow him to. (Page 446)
In closing, I have assembled some notable quotes from the biography which didn't seem to fit
anywhere else and which stand on their own merit.
[page 330] "When the flight is normal Saint-Exupéry is dangerous; given
complications he's brilliant." [Henri Alias's summation of Saint-Exupéry's
flying career.]
[page 345] "You never have to wonder what his point is: it explodes." [Otis
Ferguson, an admirer of Saint-Exupéry's timing.]
[page 388] As Maurois said of him, "Either he dominated the conversation or
he dreamed of another planet."
When Saint-Exupéry wrote to his friend calling her "Little Silvia", he was seeing rightly through
his heart the little girl which lives within the grown woman for whom he felt such tenderness and
friendship. In the Velveteen Rabbit, Toby's grandmother sees life through her eyes looking at her
social circle and obligations, her son John sees life looking through his eyes at the balance sheets of his
business, and it takes a little boy, Toby, to help them each re-capture the little girl and little boy within
them and to look upon the world through their hearts once again. Saint-Exupéry gives every reader of
his books, especially The Little Prince, a chance to become little again and to understand the Fox's
Secret: "it is only with the heart one can see rightly what is essential is invisible to the eye." One can
never look into a starlit night sky after reading about the little Prince without seeing with one's heart that
the stars are laughing in delight.
AFTERWORD
Some fifty-four years after Saint-Exupéry went down into the sea in his Lockheed P-38, his
silver bracelet with his name inscribed on it was recovered from the sea and an expedition found
remnants of his plane. The half-century mystery was over; his body was given up to the sea as the
fortune teller predicted, but his spirit yet is tilling the clouds over head wherever and whenever you
are reading these words. Here's a brief quotation from Schiff's Afterword:
[page 449] On September 7, 1998, a fisherman trawling off the coast of
Marseilles plucked a silver identity bracelet from his net. It was pitted and
blackened, but a swipe of the thumb revealed the words, "Antoine" and
"Saint-Exupéry." With further scrubbing the New York address of Reynal
and Hitchcock emerged, along with Consuelo's name. "The ocean is so
vast, and a bracelet so small," exulted the fisherman. "It's a miracle."
Consuelo was arguably a fortune teller in her own right because she wrote him when he was
planning a flight from France to Saigon.
[page 451] In 1936 she pleaded with him: "Promise me, Tonio, that you
won't fly over water or even anything that looks like water. It's silly of me
to bother you with my superstitions, but I don't believe water likes you."
This is a poem dedicated to Antoine de Saint-Exupéry who disdained plowing ground for
coffee plants to "till the clouds."
Till the Clouds
Till the clouds roll by
Antonio must fly.
Till the clouds roll by
Antonio must try
To till the clouds or die.
Till the clouds roll by
Antonio must plow
Till the clouds roll by
Antonio must plow
The fields of air and how.
Till the clouds roll by
Antonio must still
Be tilling the clouds on high.
Read the Review at:
http://www.doyletics.com/arj/saint-ex.htm
2.) ARJ2:
The Influence of the Dead on Destiny, GA#179 by Rudolf Steiner
Where does the boundary between the physical and spiritual world lie? To listen to most folks, they consider
"Heaven" as some distant place we go to after death, a place where Christ Jesus and God reside, as if it were a
place like Washington, D. C. or Paris, France, where we must be transported to in order to arrive. It is easy to
consider the boundary between where we are now and Washington or Paris, but where is the boundary between
us and the spiritual world? Steiner tells us bluntly, "The boundary really lies right in the middle of the human being."
[page 1] Precisely this is important for understanding the world: the boundary between the
physical world and the spiritual world is found within the human being. I have often pointed
out, from the view point of spiritual science, the great importance of natural-scientific
methods of thinking both for the present and for the future; but this scientific thought really
stands more or less where it has always stood from its beginnings. You could well say that
it is actually suited for spreading darkness over certain important truths of life.
As student of physics, I was immersed for decades in scientific thought, and it chagrins me to find that I was
involved in the process of spreading a blackberry jelly over the white bread of truth and then proudly proclaiming
that the truth I have covered up doesn't exist because I cannot see it! This is a silly metaphor, but if you will read
how natural scientific thought has covered up the existence of the spiritual world by dividing our perceptive
capabilities into sensory and motor neurons, suddenly you may recover the truth lying under the "darkness spread"
we have covered it with.

In Oliver Sacks' book, "A Leg to Stand On", we have a first-hand report by neurologist Sacks about his
mountain-climbing accident in which he nearly lost a leg. He makes it perfectly clear that during the time he was
hospitalized that he could not perceive the existence of his leg which lay motionless on the bed still connected to him.
He didn't even believe it was his leg. Clearly no perceptions of his leg were being transmitted to him, and without
those perceptions, his will was unable to move the leg. Yet, the surgeons and neurophysiologists attending him
claimed it was the lack of motor neurons which kept him from moving his leg. This claim about so-called motor
neurons is what Steiner calls the darkness spread over the truth above.
Another example which may help you to understand how important perception is to moving one's limbs. In this
example, you will have to agree that one is just barely able to perceive one's leg and just barely able to move it, but
yet the motor nerves are present and functioning. The example I'm thinking of is when one's leg goes to sleep
(becomes numb from sitting on it perhaps). Slowly as one recovers the normal feeling in one's leg, one recovers the
ability to move it normally. The importance of this observation is that it shows that ability to move recovers in
complete synchrony with the ability to perceive the impaired limb.
These two examples show the difficulty that neurophysiologists have in understanding the boundary between
the physical and the spiritual world: they cover it up with an arbitrary distinction by postulating the existence of
sensory and motor neurons. If that distinction is appropriate, those who hold to it should be able to provide an
example which motor neurons can be fired off to move a limb for which no sensory neurons are providing evidence
of its existence. They simply say, "Sacks can't move his leg because the motor neurons are injured." They make a
distinction where none exists and never have to prove it — that is an effective way of spreading darkness over the
truth.
In the middle of the human being is the will through which we make decisions to move our limbs. Our will exists
as a spiritual entity of which we are not aware, but through which we move about in the world. When the sensory
information arrives of the existence of a leg, our will can cause it to move and receive sensory information about its
movement.

Our will lies at the boundary between the spiritual world and physical world and in the middle of the
human being. When one understands this, the need for the arbitrary distinction of sensory and motor neurons
disappears, and "one sees rightly what is essential is invisible to the eye" as the Fox explained to the Little Prince.
Natural scientists since the fifteenth century have mostly stumbled around in a world in which they strive to
explain the visible world without a need for postulating an invisible or spiritual world. When they reached, in the past
hundred years, the realm of quantum physics, suddenly their explanations no longer made sense. Physicists had
discovered the boundary of the spiritual and physical world in their examinations of the microscopic world of
quantum effects with their macroscopic measuring equipment.
The following poem ties together the human will and quantum particle which both provide insolvable
conundrums for natural scientists, up until now.
In the heart
of the human being
lies the boundary
between the physical
and the spiritual world.
In the heart
of quantum mechanics
lies the boundary
between the physical
and the spiritual world.
Quantum particles
sit on the fence
between the physical
and the spiritual world
like Mugwumps —
their mugs on one side
their wumps on the other
till like Humpty-Dumpty
they have a great fall
and are observed by yours truly
on the physical side of the fence.
Then all the king's horses
and all the king's men
cannot put Humpty-Dumpty
together again.
The pieces which fall
on the spiritual side of the fence
may be observed by others
at the far end of the universe.
I do not pretend to understand fully this mystery of will, quantum particles, the physical world, and spiritual
world, but there is a relationship which is not one of here and there, where Earth is here and Heaven is there —
someplace else. It is all here and all interwoven, in our nerves, and in the quantum particles which make up our
nerves and tissue.

One would do well to study what Steiner says about the difference between ideas and reality. He presages what
Alfred Korzybski later said about maps and the territory, "The map is not the territory; it cannot represent all of the
territory." Thus, anyone who deals in maps or ideas must necessarily be limited to a one-sided view of a multi-ordinal
reality.
Before I began studying Rudolf Steiner, I was unaware of my feelings — I felt things, but never considered
those feelings to be important or worthy of talking or writing about. To me as a physicist, only thoughts and ideas
were worthy of discussion, not feelings. I recall reading James Boyd White's book, When Words Lose Their
Meanings, and discovering that meaning amounted to a lot more than thoughts and ideas, meaning also included
feelings. In the Index of that book, there are several dozen references to Emma, a novel by Jane Austen. Since I had
never read Jane Austen's works before, I bought a copy of this novel and was amazed to find the author writing
about people's feelings in a way that I might have written about ideas or thoughts. It was my first awareness of
feelings and yet that awareness still existed as a thought or idea. Several years later I began studying Rudolf Steiner's
works and came to understand that feelings are a conduit through which spiritual realities come to us, even to those
who have no other direct perceptions of the spiritual world, which includes most people in the world today. We are
conscious of our feelings, but not of their deeper meaning as part of our reality.
Have you ever heard anyone say, "If you shiver, that means someone is walking on your grave?" Or it means
that a ghost is trying to get your attention? In a recent movie "Ghost Town" whenever the living spirit of a dead
person (a "ghost") walked through a person, or vice versa, the person sneezed. Another movie, "In the Electric
Mist", portrayed a Confederate army camp, and a general who appeared to Dave Robichaux and advised him
throughout the movie. Other movies comes to mind, such a "Ghost", "Milagro Beanfield", and "Ironweed" in which
ghosts make their presence known to characters in the movie by various means, but only we as viewers of the movie
can witness them. In the movie "Dedication" the ghost of his illustrator returns to a writer of children's books, and
as soon as the writer is ready for a real relationship with a woman, the ghost jumps out of sight to allow the writer
to finish alone. We as audience are in effect given clairvoyant vision of the full spiritual reality while the characters
of each film are limited mostly to feeling and will.Often the lead characters are called schizophrenic or crazy because
they are reacting to a reality that other characters do not share.
Most of the world we experience does not exist for the spirits who live in our world. We can experience with
our sensory perceptions the lowest level of the physical world of minerals and plants up to all the higher animals and
humans and the impulses within them. For the spirits, all the mineral-based materials and life-forms extending into
most plant life are invisible, and the lowest level they can experience comprise the impulses or forces living in animals
and humans. The living spirits we mistakenly call the "dead" live in a world where everything they do causes pain
or joy. They operate on feelings the way we operate on minerals and things. For example, in this world we break
a rock or hammer a nail into a tree without thinking about any pain the rock or tree might feel.

[page 26] If we knock on a table, we feel that it does not cause the table pain. The dead can
never carry out an action without knowing that they live and weave not only in a living
element, but also in a living element filled with feeling. The feeling-filled stimulus is spread
out over their entire environment.
We will pick a bouquet of roses from our garden without once considering the feelings of the roses. With
animals, we are more considerate, as Steiner humorously points out in this next passage:
[page 26] Even among Anthroposophists I have found that not everyone always prefers to
leave roses on the bush, although the feeling has already progressed so far that no one has
ever presented me with a bouquet of nightingale heads at a gathering! Here we begin to
feel how the life that expands within us continues on into our surrounding world.
The living spirits (the so-called dead) have access to information that we living in the flesh do not. Steiner says
that "learn to know this world from all sides through having to penetrate step-by-step all the secrets that here on
Earth are concealed from them". This should bring up the question in every thinking person, "Why?" Why are these
things and processes kept secret from us? Why is there a curtain thrown over our ability to access this knowledge
and these abilities while we live in the flesh? As you can imagine the answer to this question has been known, but
kept secret over the ages, primarily for the protection of humanity from itself until the time was ripe for them to
possess the knowledge and have the abilities.
The reverence for all things living wanes as humans develop free will (as when they grow up from infancy) and
waxes when they have transited into the spirit world again. What the child, newly arrived from the spirit world, must
unlearn, the dead, newly arrived in the spirit world, must re-learn, and that is "reverence for everything living".
It was not in my consciousness when I wrote my essay, Art is the Process of Destruction, that any work of art
involves destruction of some living thing. My focus was on the destruction of the sameness which exists at the time
when a new form of art comes into existence, and how this newness represents an input from the spiritual world. But
Steiner makes it clear that any art work, any artificial representation by a human being, involves the destruction of
some living materials in the process of its creation, so we can see that art is the process of destruction at an even
deeper level than I had envisioned in my original essay.

[page 29, 30] Even when we create a work of art we must take part in the world of
destruction. What we thus create first arises out of destruction. A beneficent world wisdom
has only caused us at first to shrink back, as human beings, from placing what lives — from
the animal world upward — at the service of mechanical art. In a certain higher sense,
however, everything lives in the world. You will already realize this from the various
accounts given over the years. But what do we actually do when we place what we perceive
through our senses and combine through our intellect at the service of mechanical art? We
continually carry death into life. Even a Raphael painting cannot come into being unless
death is carried into life. More was living before a Raphael painting arose than after it
came into being. In the universe this is compensated only through the fact that souls come
who enjoy the Raphael painting and receive from it an impulse, an impression.
We meet a new person and something in that person enlivens us, some soul condition in that person makes us
feel more alive — this is something we have all felt during our lifetime. But there are times when we feel this way and
there is no new person around us to whom we can point as the source of this feeling. What do we do in those cases?
We will attribute our good feeling to the weather or some external condition.
What if that feeling came from a living
soul which is not present in a body, but is hovering around us? How would that soul feel if its salubrious presence
were attributed to the weather? Not all souls enliven us; some may weaken us, but the important thing is to notice
these effects when they occur out of the blue, and not remain as if asleep to their presence. In the movies I cited
above, the presence of the souls to humans in the flesh came about only under extreme conditions, as though these
humans had to subjected to extreme conditions in order to receive the guidance that they would have otherwise
continued to ignore from souls trying to help them.
Here's a specific example of an impulse of feeling and will which weaves into a person's destiny. This kind of
thing happens to us all the time, but only in such salient events as these do we become aware of it.
[page 35] Someone has the habit of taking a daily walk; it leads him onto a mountain slope.
He goes there every day — it is his special pleasure. One day he goes there again as
usual. Suddenly, while he is walking, he hears something like a voice (although it is not a
physical voice) that says to him: Why are you walking along this path? Can you really not
do without this pleasure? He hesitates and turns aside, to think over what has just
happened to him. In this instant a piece of rock rolls down that would have struck him had
he not turned aside.

Everyone reading the above true story will be aware of the impulse which lead the man to hesitate and may
think, "Oh, that could have come from a living spirit." But did you notice that the "special pleasure" could also be
an impulse from a living spirit? You can learn to become sensitive to these impulses, both the salient ones and the
subtle ones, both the ones which happen and the ones which do not happen, as shaping your destiny.
This is a fishing metaphor, as anyone who has gone fishing will attest. There are fish underwater, but unless one
of them swims close enough to the surface of the water to cause waves to appear, we are not sure there is a fish.
These events such as the questioning voice causing the man to pause and miss the falling rock was like a wave
breaking through the surface of consciousness.
One does not need clairvoyance in order to develop a consciousness of our belonging together with the living
spirits, the "souls of the dead" which surround us. They are ever present, both in our sleeping at night and in our
awaking life during the day. Steiner considers it his task and that of his spiritual science to help all humans develop
an awareness of their presence.
How can we relate to the so-called dead, those living spirits of our dearly departed which live among us? We
can read to them. They will especially be able to benefit from the thoughts of spiritual science. The process called
"reading to the dead" is simplicity in itself: One holds an image of the person in mind and reads. No special training
is required, no clairvoyant powers, just the intention to do and the action of thinking of them as you read.
There is
a curious inversion which goes on when communicate with the dead: what you hear yourself saying is actually coming
from the living spirit of the dead person, and what you hear them saying in reply is coming out of yourself. Exactly
how this works is a puzzle to me, but somehow it feels right. I expect this will require a lot of meditation in order to
make sense from it. An example of someone learning from the dead is portrayed in the recent movie, "In the Electric
Mist". A Confederate General appears to and speaks wise words to Dave Robichaux. We can understand that the
words which the General spoke to Robichaux arose from Robichaux's own soul.
The number 25,920 is a number which lies at the base of our human existence, what Steiner calls our threefold
breathing. To understand how it works, calculate the number of breaths a human does in an average day at 18 a
minute (18 x 60 x 24). This is our basic breathing, that of air which goes in and out our lungs. There is a larger rhythm
of breathing in which our astral body and "I" goes out of our body when we sleep and into our body each day as
we awake. If take 71 as the average lifetime and multiply that by 365 (our daily breaths of astral and "I"), we get
(365 x 71) or 25, 915. If we treat our lifetime as a cosmic day and multiply it by 375, we again get 25,915 years
which the Great Year during which the Sun returns to its position in the background of the constellations of the sky.
Our air breath, our astral breath, and our lifetime breath are all three related to great breath of the Sun of 25,915
years.

Physicists who try to comprehend quantum effects in terms of the physical world get a little dizzy because they
lack a physical interpretation for such effects as the collapse of a wave function in one edge of the universe affecting
quantum objects in the other edge of the universe. Their reaction is similar to the way people feel when they try to
imagine the spiritual using their spatial concepts learned from physicists. Allow yourself to stretch your concepts of
space and time and imagine yourself in the spiritual world in which you exist outside the universe looking into our
cosmos as if you were a fortune teller looking into a crystal ball. The planets act like vowels and the zodiacal
constellations act like consonants through which the spiritual explorer reads the text of the cosmos at any moment.
The type of reading Steiner describes which is done by our spiritual explorer is a type I have seen in several
movies; one was "A Beautiful Mind" where letters lighting up in random pieces of text arrange themselves to form
words and meaning in John Nash's mind.
Cause and effect — where would our natural science be without cause and effect? We take it for granted that
every effect has a cause in our world. But our world is a world in which our perceptions provide us a mirror image
reflection of the real world and when we observe, for example, a fight between three people, A, B, and C, reflected
in a mirror, we can believe there are people in the mirror fighting as the mirror is only reflecting what is happening
outside the mirror.
Rightly understood, all cause and effect in our physical world is like images in the mirror
interacting — the real cause lies in the spiritual world, not in the maya of the reflected world we perceive with our
sensory apparatus. We are like the men in Plato's Cave arguing about which shadow caused the other to move and
why. The convenient fable we call history is exactly such an exercise in futility which it ascribes causes and effects.
The last subject Steiner takes up in Lecture 4 is that of freedom. Freedom comes from pure thoughts, direct
inputs from the spiritual world — not from the passions, desires, and instincts which drive us and from which only
unfree deeds can result. These drives arise from the maya of the world around us and do rise to the full capability
of the human being which is to act in freedom out of pure thoughts. Pure thoughts could be taken to mean morally
clean thoughts or thoughts arising from the spiritual world directly, but deeper consideration would show that these
two meanings name a distinction which in fact does not exist.

A moral imagination is the opposite of the mirrored reflections sent us by physical reality, and is composed of
real impulses of Imagination, Inspiration, and Intuition. If we cannot, as most people today, perceive the moral
imagination directly, it appears to us as mere fantasy. It should be clear to the right thinking person that one does
not need to be clairvoyant to attain moral imagination, but certainly if one is clairvoyant, one comes to it consciously.
But that has not stopped humans from achieving great things through moral imagination which is the mainspring of
human progress because it is a fountain from which springs all that is new in the way of ideas, inventions, and art.
One of the beautiful results of the old conundrum about which came first the chicken or the egg is that it reveals
the limited nature of our concepts of cause and effect. The chicken cannot be both the cause of the egg and the effect
of the egg, and yet the reality of the situation requires it to be so. Whenever our natural science would like to elevate
cause-effect to the throne of a scientific law, there is the court jester chicken-egg blocking the way.
[page 77] The materialistic conception would actually like to eliminate the concept of free
will. It would also like to interpret the events taking place in the course of history in the
same way that it contemplates scientific matters: namely, that a preceding cause always
produces, with a certain necessity, something that follows it as an effect.
This next topic is one that I have pondered a lot. It has to do with the one million salmon eggs which are laid
by a female salmon to produce only a few salmon — what a shame to have all those eggs die without becoming a
salmon. One can extend this thought to the wheat we grind into flour which will never produce another wheat plant,
etc. Here is a cause, a wheat seed, which will never produce an effect, a wheat plant. Steiner explains it simply: some
causes do not produce effects, at the least they do not produce the lived-out-completely effects we would expect
from them, like the unfertilized salmon eggs.
[page 78] Every year a great number of life germs develop in the ocean-seeds or embryos
that do not become living beings. The life germs, or eggs, are laid and most of them perish.
Only a small part of these grow into real living beings. This, of course, does not only
happen in the wide ocean but also in the whole of nature. Consider how many life germs are
supposed to become living beings, even in the short space of one year! How much is meant
to become alive and does not attain life, when eggs are laid that do not develop! We could
say that all these germs of life contain causes that do not produce effects. Indeed, anyone
who considers nature in an unprejudiced way — will find that there are countless things in
nature that must be designated as causes, although they do not produce the same effects
as when the causes live themselves out completely. There are countless instances where
life is interrupted, so to speak, and does not attain its goal.

What do spiritual investigators see when the eye of their soul sees such repressed processes of life? (page 79)
We see eggs and seeds which die, but if we could dream in a cosmic sense we would see these apparently dead
life-germs contributing to the elemental or pre-life forms which fill the world around us. But we mostly dream
egotistically in our day-time consciousness and this awareness escapes our notice, up until now.
[page 79] When we connect with our surroundings and at the same time develop the forces
we develop in dreams, we experience imaginative thinking. We can experience consciously
through imaginative thought what is kept back in the processes of nature and does not
reach the stage of physical living beings. Beings arise from such repressed life germs that
are only accessible to imaginative thought. We could dream of them if we dreamed as
beings belonging to the hierarchy of the angeloi, instead of as human beings. In fact, if I
may use this expression, the angeloi dream of the beings that are simply the products of
the life germs that have only apparently perished, rising up every year in great numbers
from the sea and the earth as elemental forms.
This insight provides us another example of something we have felt bad about based on our limited cause-effect
reasoning which was an unnecessary waste of effort. Instead of feeling bad, we could with a cosmic-dreaming
consciousness experience a spiritual fragrance arising around us in the elemental world. We would come to realize
that when life-germs en masse are killed, the spiritual world receives a benefit it would have else not received. I just
this moment squashed a female mosquito about to extract some blood from my arm in order for her to reproduce.
By interrupting the life-germs of future mosquitos in her body, I have released them into the elemental world.
On pages 83 to 85, I wrote in the margins of the book this short poem:
Every birth is a wonder.
Every work of art is a wonder.
Every scientific discovery is a wonder.
Every poem is a wonder.
Every un-caused effect is a wonder.
Every act of free will is a wonder.
In the full review I take the poem and explain its inspiration one line at a time.
Does nature ever take a leap forward? Given that human beings are hardly considered
to be a part of nature in the twenty-first century, I doubt whether the leap forward that
Steiner considers here would qualify in most naturalists's eyes. I drew on page 112 the
figure below to represent the leap forward during the fifteenth century using my delta-E to
represent an evolutionary jump in the evolution of consciousness. I'm reminded of a
famous cartoon showing a scientist explaining a large set of calculations on a blackboard
to a fellow scientist. He points to a gap in the equations and says, "And here, a miracle
occurs." We could point to the fifteenth century and say that. My figure show that a miracle
occurs in the life of the plant when suddenly the energy that went into making leaves is
funneled into making a beautiful flower, a flower bearing seeds, without which the plant is
doomed to die forever. It is only by such a metamorphosis that a plant can survive from
one generation to the next.

One doesn't have to be reading Rudolf Steiner for very long before one encounters
this criticism of him, stated in various ways, "He only rehashes an ancient gnosis." Steiner
eschews any kind of rehashing, whether it be of the New Testament or of gnostic writings.
In his Gospel Lectures, he read them only after he had familiarized himself with the events
of Christ Jesus' time and there is definitely no "warming up" or rehashing of ancient writings in these amazing lectures.
His Fifth Gospel reveals events in Christ Jesus's life which is not recorded anywhere. As for gnostic writings, Steiner
has pointed out that the gnostic writings were destroyed in the early centuries of the Church replaced by gnostic
writings composed by opponents of gnosticism. Any one who studies Steiner's body of work objectively will
immediately notice that he does not base his writings or lectures on the work of other people, but his own research.
When his writing on the evolution of the Cosmos in which we live matches up with ancient writings, it is because
there is an objective spiritual world in which we live, which evolved in only one way, even though there may be many
ways of describing that evolution. Steiner uses modern terms to replace sesquipedalian esoteric names of theosophy,
but renaming for clarity does not equate to plagiaristic rehashing of the type he is often accused of by his virulent
critics, both in his own time and now. His arguments which reveal the baseness and lack of understanding his
contemporary critics reveals the similarity a century later to critics in the twenty-first century.
One wonders at the
fear which would entice them to attack a seeker of the truth — it can only be that the truth lies deep within them,
and what they seek to hide they must advertize to all, which is the way of all psychological repressions. So they
attack in Steiner what exists within themselves, but which they refuse to acknowledge, up until now.
[page 112] Now, you must not misunderstand me. I cannot in any way, in accordance with
all the requirements of anthroposophically oriented spiritual science, promote warming up
old things. The talk of the need to rehash old books and old views, that is so prevalent in
the world today, cannot be done in our arena of anthroposophical spiritual science, because
we must obtain directly from spiritual life itself what must be revealed today, and because
something significant is being revealed for those who receive it.
This is Steiner's view of our goal in the time between birth and death: Prepare for our time between death and
a new birth. We in this life are not on board a cruise ship which is going to sink (as someone once said), but rather
we are on board a university ship in which we learn the skills we will need in the new land to which we are
immigrating, so that when we arrive we will be able to operate with the freedom we will have brought with us.

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